The Poison Of Your Love (Sweet Pea love story)

Problems and Problems

"Fuck" -me

I walk to my car and slam my door shut. I immediately take out my pack of spliffs and light one.

With a cone shaped spliff in my mouth, I started my car and backed out of the school parking lot.

I didn't know where I was going. Until I saw the leaving Riverdale sign.
And as much as I want to leave. I can't.

Make a u turn and head back the town with pep. 😠

I'm mad. Schools not an option. Expelled for missing too much school.
And that dumb bitch suggested I go to Southside High.

I end up at Pops scarfing down a cheeseburger and fries. With a strawberry milkshake.

I have work tomorrow and I'm not excited.

"Mikayla, What's with the long face?"
-Pop

"I got expelled today. For missing too much school. They told me to try Southside High." -me

"That's a shame. I hope it wasn't because of work?" -Pop

"No Pop, it wasn't. But maybe I could pick more shifts?" -me

"I don't think that would be wise...education is far more important than money. Mikayla I think it'd be best if you focused more on school." -Pop

I shook my head.

"Okay" -me

"I'm truly sorry Mikayla. But I'm going to have to let you go." -Pop

"It's fine Pop. And I thank you for caring. Not much have done that for me. Genuinely anyways." -me

He shook his head in response. Then continued to clear dishes.

My day just got a whole lot worse. Take what's offered or not. I'm not sure on what to do.
I need a drink. To the liquor store I guess. I paid for my meal and left a tip.

I got into my car and just sat there for a good while. What the hell do I want to do with my life. I'm young. I'm bad person that believes in good shit. I also have problems in my head.

Man oh man. I want to fuck someone's life up cuz I can't fix mine. But I gotta try. Try to fix my life. Perhaps I don't want to. Going to sleep and not waking isn't a bad way to bite the dust.