The Poison Of Your Love (Sweet Pea love story)

Shade Thrown

"Babe! You here?!"- Toni yelled

"In here!!!" -me

My door opened and Toni walked in. Looking hot as ever in her leather jacket and beanie.

"Nice place Mikayla" -Toni

I laid in my bed curled up. I stared at my phone and somehow expected it to ring and everything would go back to normal.
Where I didn't have to feel alone. I wish I didn't feel abandoned. I wish I had my family back. When everything was simple.

"Thankssss" -Me

"What's with the long face?" -Toni

"I wish I knew. But for the most part I feel like I've been dumped but...I don't think that's it either. I don't know what I did wrong." -Me

"Let me guess. Sweet Pea?" -Toni

"Yea" I whispered

"What happened?" Toni sat down on my bed and took off her jacket.

"Things got...close....when we got back. But things didn't go far but...we did...but didn't. And I had to work today. So I was rushing. And he just left without referencing about the night before." -I explained

"So he just left? Like just blew you off?" -Toni

"Yeah. Exactly." -Me

"What a fucking asshole!" -Toni

"Agreed. Damn I wish we had some drinks" -Me

"And what's stopping you?" -Toni

"The fact that it'll only soften the blow. But it'll still blow me." -me

"Yes yes totally blow you." -Toni laughed

"I wanna throw a party." I said with boredom.

"Then fucking do it!" -Toni

What was really stopping me? Fear? Sweet Pea? Fuck me if I'll let a guy named Sweet Pea fuck me over tonight!

"Let's fucking do this!!!!" I screamed

"Okay, we need some neon lights to illuminate the room. How about blue?" -Toni

"Yes and I'll make some calls to get some booze delivered. Can you call in some back up to help set up? I want this party going by 12." -Me

"Hell yea." -Toni

"Invite everyone but Sweet Pea. Let him know that treating me like shit is only going to get him alone. Oh and Toni take this." I handed her my black card.
When she touched my hand, I felt a certain throbbing between my legs.

"Are you sure?" -Toni

"As long as I get a dance tonight. Then yes." -Me

Toni pulled me close and kissed me on the cheek.

***

"Perfect it's great guys. And thanks so much for your help. Please stay and enjoy the party" -I said to Fangs and FP.

"Hey guys I think there's someone here delivering the booze!" -Toni said looking out the window.

I ran to the window and saw the crew pulling up in a Tahoe.

"I got it" I shouted

I ran out the door before anyone could offer to help. I didn't want anyone to start beef if they saw me with another crew. But this?
This was my crew.

I walked out of my building started to walk over to my friend.

"Mikayla!" -Alex

"Alex!" I ran across the street and hugged my friend.

"Oh boy this place was hard to find. But I'm glad you called" -Alex

"Thank you so much! I'm sorry about the time" -Me

"It's fine Mikayla. But what's the occasion for this much?" -Alex

"A party. A shade party for the fellow people not invited who wish they were." I giggled

"Here I brought you a taste" Alex pulled out a small baggie and he dumped the contents on the back of his hand and lined it up with his credit card.

This brought me back to old times. And I knew this wasn't a offer. It was a order.

I smiled and sniffed the blow.

"Just like old times" -Alex

"Yeah bro." I laughed.

I felt lightheaded and knew the party starting.
Alex was 28 and worked for my step dad. Who wasn't my dad but took me in. Alex was the one who introduced us.

"Just take our booze to the third floor boys" I yelled to my crew.

They all hopped out the SUV and got the stuff from the back. They all nodded in respect and did as I said.

"It was good to hear from you Mikayla. But I miss your pretty face in my bed." -Alex

This made me want to throw up but I held it down.

"I miss my old life too. But...I can't go back and you know that" -me

I heard the building door open and saw FP standing there.

"Who's that?" Alex asked with a hint of jealousy in his tone.

"That's a friend. Anyways I should get the party started. So do you have the package for not?" -me

"For you. I always will and you know that." He turned around and got a big brown paper bag from the seat.

"Thanks Alex. Until next time." I gave him a hug and retreated to my apartment.

I met FP at the door. The boys came out as I was going in. I waved goodbye to them. FP eyed each and every one of them.

When we got into the elevator FP turned and faced me.

"How long have you been using?" -He said with anger.

"What do you mean?" -Me

"You know what I mean! I saw you sniff that shit up your nose!" -FP

"I have no idea what your talking about!" I yelled back at him

The elevator stopped and opened. I quickly walked back to my apartment.

As I got to the kitchen the place looked good. I couldn't believe my eyes. A bar was set up. The lights caused a blue haze to light the room up. There was red cups stacked by the bar. A table with pong was set up.
It was amazing how things looked while high.

"Guys it's great!! Group photo!" -me

I stood by Toni and fangs and let the other Serpents fill in the space.

I took out my phone and snapped a pic of us. I sent it to Toni. And just as I hit send the doorbell rang announcing our party guests were here.

"Get the music going! It's time to party!!!!!!" -I screamed