The Poison Of Your Love (Sweet Pea love story)

GOD?

"STOP!"

I opened my eyes

I looked around.

Emerging from the shadows was Sweet Pea.

"Mikayla stop! What are you
Doing? Get down." -Sweet Pea

"Sweet Pea?" -I whispered

"Mikayla! Mikayla it's me. Please. Don't. Do. This." -Sweet Pea

"I'm scared Sweet Pea!" -I whispered

Sweet Pea was less than 15 feet away.

"Stop Sweet Pea!" I yelled

He stopped dead in his tracks

"Mikayla What's wrong?" He said quietly

"Fuck Sweet Pea, just get the hell out of here!!" I screamed

More tears flooded my vision.

"Mikayla stop!" -Sweet Pea yelled

"Stop what?!!" -I yelled back

He didn't answer when we heard a big loud motorcycle roaring towards our location.

"You called FP!???" -I screamed

Sweet Pea didn't answer me.

I finally was able to see the light of FP's bike.

The Big Bad DADDY Serpent had arrived.

This made me feel like I wanted to throw up.

I sat up straighter as he got off his bike.

I was sitting on the railing on the edge of the bridge. And felt like I was going to be sick.

"So the big bad daddy finally decided to show up?!" I yelled in FP's direction.

I dug in my pocket for a joint.
Once I found one I lit it.

I stashed my lighter back into my pocket and took a big hit.

Ouchie.

"What are you doing?" -FP

FP asked as he walked towards me.

"Fuck all!" I swore back

I eyed FP as he walked pass Sweet Pea and came closer than he should have dared.

"Stop" I said loudly.
FP stopped 5 feet away.

"Alright calm down." -FP

I scoffed at him. And took another hit. Not as big this time.

"Tell me what you want" -FP

"Who says I want anything??" -Me

"Well I can tell-" -FP

"Shut up. I don't want to be told anything." -I interrupted him.

More tears fell

"Y'all make me sick. Just leave me alone. Go back to wherever" -I yelled

I did want them to leave me alone. But the truth was that my head was spinning and I felt my stomach getting filled fast.

I opened my eyes but they didn't open.

I felt a pain in my arm before I realized I was falling.

Someone was holding me from falling.

Fuck man can't even kill myself right.

I couldn't open my eyes but then again I didn't want to.
I was finally hoisted back over the railing. And set on the ground.

I heard someone panting.

I forced my eyes open and saw two faces above me.

Fucking FP and Sweet Pea.

I felt my stomach wiggle and become too full.

I sat up and threw my head over the edge. Hands grabbed at me but I didn't go over the edge.

I barfed 🤮 🤮🤮🤮

And I continued to barf 🤮

When I was done. I dropped myself onto the bridge.

I looked at Sweet Pea and began to cry.

"I have no fucking idea.
I'm scared. And I don't know what to do right now. I wanna do things but I can't. I wanna...ugggghh" -I scream

I couldn't finish my sentence.

I couldn't breathe. But this time I couldn't make it come to me.

...

My heart felt broken.