The Poison Of Your Love (Sweet Pea love story)

The Screw-Up

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Toni and I had our hands all over each other.
I lifted Toni onto my bed and dropped her. She squealed and laughed.

She kissed me and I kissed her back. Then I was in between her legs and her legs were wrapped around my waist. I held her but she broke our kiss and took off my sweater.
I let her and we continued to kiss. But I wanted more. And she did too.

I brought my hands to her chest and started to feel her breasts.
She moaned with pleasure.
I kissed her intensely.
I kept feeling her and this made her bring her hands to mine.
She felt my breasts.
I gasped because of the intense throbbing in between my legs.
I tugged at the hem of her crop top and pushed it up.
Toni took off her top and revealed a Lacey pink bra.
I put my mouth on hers and sucked at her neck. I made a trail of kisses down to her chest.

I paused

"I'm sorry Toni. I can't." -me

Toni sat up

"What's wrong?" -Toni

"I think I had too much to drink. I mean, I really want to but I don't think I'm comfortable enough." -me

"It's okay. I mean it was fun while it lasted but I'm happy you stopped before anything else happened" -Toni

"Thanks Toni for understanding but I gave you a drug and I felt responsible if we did something we might regret later" -me

"No Mikayla. It's all good and don't worry. I feel fine." -Toni

"Okay" -me

"Common let's get something to drink." -Toni

Toni hopped off the bed and we both straightened ourselves.

"I got you Mikayla just let go tonight."
-Toni said before opening the door and releasing the music into the room.

Toni walked into the crowd and I lost her before I stepped out of the room. I was timid and no longer had any confidence left.
I hung to the wall and followed it to the bathroom.
I knocked twice then once. And the door opened to reveal J rolling joints and Kelly stuffing money into one of the paper bags.
I walked in and closed the door behind me.
I took some deep breaths and looked at J. He only raised his eyebrows but I shook my head and he went back to rolling.
I took a little baggie and dumped the contents into the counter. I pulled out my lighter and lined up.
With one swift movement I sniffed all of it.
I took out 2 more baggies and one stick of jingle jangle. I snatched 3 spliffs.

"Leave me 5 spliffs and sell the rest."
-me
I took a hand full of money from the brown paper bag.
"And keep the rest of the money" -then I dipped.