My Cub

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Blue's Thoughts/memory log
Log:00112354
My paladin came into my cockpit in tears earlier. I could feel his mental distress and tried to ask him what was wrong through our bond. He blocked me out. He never blocks me out. Never.

Log:0011156

My cub came into my cockpit. I could still feel his mental distress. This time he let me in and told me nothing was wrong when I asked. I know he's lying. Why? There's a problem and he won't tell.  I tried pushing but he just left and blocked me out. What's wrong with My Cub?

Log:011567..pgghyhtbd

My paladin entered my cockpit. He was sobbing and his breathing was shallow. He sat in the pilot chair and began to rock back and forth. I need to help him. I sent him calming purrs and  messages through our bond. He eventually calmed down and fell asleep in the pilots chair. I'm going to get what's bothering out of him, I must protect my cub.

Log:011945

My cub was sitting on the pilots chair, crying. That's the only thing he does when he's alone with me anymore. I've tried numerous times to see what was causing him such distress, but each time he blocks me out. I've also noticed recent cuts of his wrists and thighs. Why won't he heal them?  But I must keep trying. I ask once more. "My cub, what is causing you such distress and pain?'
  This time. He answers.

"Blue. I can't take it anymore.I'm useless. Just a goofball. Uneeded. Stupid. A waste of space. Weak. Just a seventh wheel. The team says so. They don't need me. I should just end it." He says. "Why did you choose someone so useless Blue?"

I growled at him. " My cub. I did not choose someone useless. I chose my perfect paladin. You are my perfect paladin. You are strong. Kind. Bold. You belong here with Voltron. With me. You are MY CUB. I will do anything to protect you." I say through our mind bond. He smiles and gets up. "Thanks Blue" he walks out.
  I heard him say something about the team saying those things. I look through the video/call logs of the paladins. I listen.
"Useless." "Screw up." "Goofball." "Get serious." "Shut up." "Weak." "Ugh. Why are you even here?!"
Those are only a morsel of what the paladins say about my cub. I want to claw their hearts out. How could they treat my Paladin this way?!?! 

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