"Have you seen her?" Cami asked, rushing inside of my trailer. My head shot up in confusion."Who?" I asked her in reply, not having a clue what she was talking about.
"Bree, she's here on set." I felt my fists clench tightly and my breath hitch away.
"As in my boyfriend's ex girlfriend, Bree?" My eyes were wide open and I felt jealousy spread all over me. Cami nodded softly, instantly coming up to hug me.
I crumbled my teeth together and released our hug. "Why is she here?" My voice was gruffly and very unpleased.
"For Cole." Cami answered insecure, my eyes flickering over hers.
I ran out of my trailer towards Cole's. As I got there I saw them, him talking to her while laughing. He seemed genuinely happy she was back. Too happy.
I felt my jealousy almost pump out of my head while I stormed inside the trailer. Both Cole's and Bree's heads shot up towards me.
I stood there, trying to regain my calmth. "Lils!" Cole happily said while getting up and stepping towards me.
I smiled fakely, my eyes focused on his gorgeous ex-girlfriend. "This is Bree, my ex girlfriend." He introduced me to the beautiful brunette.
Bree got up and went to shake my hand which I kindly returned. "This is Lili, my girlfriend." He told Bree who smiled at me after sitting back down.
Instinctively I pulled Cole closer to me, gripping his hand in mine. "You alright?" He whispered in my ear when I was pressed unusually tight against him from my own side.
I shrugged slightly and pulled away from him when my eyes fell on the clock. "I guess." I answered his question, my mind elsewhere. I gave him a purposely deep kiss before stepping towards the door again.
"I have a scene to shoot, bye!" I told the two.
"Bye Lili!" I heard Bree say before I went out of the trailer. My heart was hammering from jealousy and the fact that he was alone in his trailer with her made me feel extremely uncomfortable.
However I did my scenes and put on my best fake smile whenever I had to. Just after a few scenes Cole and Bree came on set, her clinging to his arm while laughing flirty.
I could tell Cole was oblivious from her flirty actions, yet it still made me jealous and insecure.
What if he wanted her back? What if she was here to get him back? What if their feelings would return?
I mean, I wouldn't blame him. She's stunning and sweet, way cuter than me.
And so, when I saw them enter set close together, tears stung behind my eyes and I ran off. I heard screams of my name, tho I kept running until I got to my trailer and I locked the door behind me.
I fell down on the couch, pushing my head in the pillows while tears ran down over my cheeks. I gripped another pillow with my fingers, squeezing it tightly.
I was worthless, she was everything. I was ugly, she was gorgeous. I was depressed, she was happy. I couldn't possibly give Cole all the things that she would be able to give him.
My mind drowned off into my thoughts, losing myself in them.
It was matter of seconds before I heard a lot of knocks on my trailer door, followed by a voice I wanted to hear most.
"Lils, please open up." His voice was desperate and almost begging. I pressed my lips together and didn't respond, only more tears falling over my cheeks.
"Love." That nickname that made my heart melt away with his and my body feel all warm and tingly. "I'm alone, please." He, again, begged.
The sound of him saying that he was alone made me get up and unlock the door. I heard him breath out a sigh of relievement, opening the door.
I had crawled back onto the couch, pouring my eyes out in the pillows. His footsteps came closer to me until I felt the warmth of his body connect with mine.
He tilted me out of the pillows and settled me on his lap while I cried in the crock of his neck. "I don't want you to see me like this." I whimpered, trying to stop my tears from falling down. His arms twisted around me waist, holding me against him.
"Lils.." His voice trailed off slightly before he started talking again. "Tell me what's wrong." His voice was demanding, but in a sweet way.
"Her." Was the only word that left my mouth before I ended up bursting out in cries again.
"Who's her?" He asked kindly, while his hand stroke circles over my back.
His touch made me calm down enough to answer."Your ex-girlfriend." My voice was thick but gruffly at the same time. I heard him sigh and place several kisses on her head.
"Oh love, don't be jealous, please." He tried to assure me, lifting my head from his neck and staring into my teary eyes.
"I can't help it." I cried out, him placing his hands in my thighs.
"Lili you're my girlfriend, not her. I love you, not her." He explained, his eyes stern and truthful.
"Why?" I then asked, making him narrow his eyebrows. "She's way prettier. I bet she's sweeter as well. I have so many troubles tied to me, why me?" I asked him, digging my body deep into his chest.
I saw how a tear rolled down his cheek as well. "Don't say that love. Maybe you're not perfect, and maybe she is. But maybe I'm not perfect either. Maybe I don't want perfect. Maybe I chose you with all your flaws and troubles because those are the things that make you you." I was mesmerised by his intelligent words.
"I love you. All of you. In my eyes you're perfect, you're the one I see my future with. The one I see carrying my children, not her." I smiled through my tears as he spoke his words.
"I love you, so much." I said, kissing his lips softly. "I'm just scared to lose you." I admitted.
His hands went up to cup my cheeks cautiously. "You won't, I promise." His words made my lips curl up slightly.
"Thank you. I'm sorry for freaking out like that." I said, my voice sad and my head turned down.
He lifted up my chin with his thumb, forcing me to look at him. "Don't be sorry. I understand." Before I could even say something back, his lips were crashed on mine.
Our tongues intertwined while my hands tugged on his black locks of hair. His hands held my face, pulling my mouth closer against his.
We kept kissing for some more, lingering the kiss and deepening it as far as we possibly could before someone busted open the door and we pulled apart instantly.
"Are you two coming to-" Cami stopped her sentence when she saw our shocked faces, swollen lips and messed hair.
I jumped up from Cole's lap and quickly straightened my hair. "Uh.." I awkwardly said. "We'll be right there." I said, a blush spreading across my face.
I saw Cami smirk widely and giving me a wink before leaving the trailer. My eyes darted back to Cole who was smirking by now.
"Let's go you sexy thing." His husky, smirky voice made me giggle and take his hand while pulling him outside.
He was mine, and I was his. Forever.
manon x
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one-shots || bughead + sprousehart
General Fictionone shots, varied stories. for your fluffy bughead hearts and your loving sprousehart souls. sprousehart & bughead <3 (they get better while you read on lmao)