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seungmin came into felix's room in which he shared with jeongin and chan and began to shake all the boys awake. "woojin made breakfast," seungmin said with a smile before walking out, leaving the bedroom door opened. chan ran his fingers through his hair as he left the two boys alone. felix was sat on the top bunk above jeongin, pretending to still be asleep.

felix squinted, staring at the younger male as he was looking through his closet for a sweatshirt. he shut his eyes tightly as jeongin glanced over to double check that he was sleeping, which of course, he was faking it yet he still believed it. he opened his eyes a bit as he turned to the mirror and removed his shirt, felix couldn't help but stare. his shoulder blades were sharp, almost cutting through his thin skin. his rips were bruised a bit as they lined the skin of his stomach. "oh my god..." jeongin mumbled, sucking in his stomach and turning to the side. he ran his hands over his bones and the way his stomach caved. felix watched in an admiringly way. he slipped on a red sweatshirt before walking out.

felix sat up, not yet ready to leave. he thought maybe if he hid under the blankets for long enough he could avoid eating breakfast. of course, that wasn't the case.

jisung barged into his room with a smile plastered on his face. "wake up sleepyhead!" he shouted, shaking his shoulders until felix got up from bed. jisung placed his hands on his back, pushing him out to the living room where everyone sat. felix prayed that he couldn't feel the fat on his back or his weak shoulders. jisung patted a seat next to him, inviting him to sit down with him. his mind was racing, he saw the food and it looked really good but to him, it's just calories. he'll regret eating anyways, how will he reach 110 lbs if he eats like a pig?

"felix, what would you like?" woojin asked, grabbing a plate and chopsticks from the kitchen. he let out a small chuckle, "i have a stomachache right now. i'll pack some for lunch, is that okay?" he offered, earning immediate questions from the rest. minho rushed to the bathroom to grab ibuprofen, "here," he handed it to felix, in which he thanked him for his kindness.

"hey innie, are you okay?" changbin asked as the younger appeared to shift in and out of consciousness. he watched the way his skin flushed pale, his cheeks barely held any color. his eyes brimmed with unshed tears. "calm down, deep breaths," chan rushed to his side as the boy began to cry, covering his face in pure embarrassment. everyone was stunned with concern but felix was just confused. what was he doing?

jeongin shoved chan away from him before rushing into the bathroom and locking the door. in which chan followed behind him, saying sweet nothings to the crying boy. "what's wrong with him...?" felix asked, earning a scoff from hyunjin, "don't be so rude felix, he's going through a lot." he lowered his head in shame before walking back into his bedroom. he sighed deeply, the empty feeling in his stomach made him feel accomplished. one meal down, two more to go.