size zero ღ changlix

diciassette

trigger warning!
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felix pushed through the front door of their dormitory, not even acknowledging that jeongin was sat on the couch. he immediately slammed the door of his room before flopping down onto his bed.

chan walked in next with a sigh leaving his lips. "innie! you're home?!" he smiled softly, pulling the younger into a short hug. he nodded frantically before adding, "i get to spend 3 days home. i'm so happy to finally be back," the members fondly smiled along with jeongin words. chan set everything onto the counter, trailing to the couch where everyone, but felix, was sitting. "how was the appointment?" changbin asked with genuine curiosity. it was obvious that felix was feeling upset over what went down, he couldn't even spare a glance towards him.

"i don't know honestly. i'd like to say that it went alright but felix is pretty frustrated right now," chan muttered his response, shrugging his shoulders as the other male shot him a blank expression. changbin felt more desperate to know whether the boy was going to seek help or not, whether he is okay or not. he shifted from his spot on the couch to approach the boy across the shut door.

"hey felix... can i come in?" he tapped lightly on the wood waiting for his presence. "i dont care." felixs voice trembled through the door as changbin walked himself inside, shutting the door behind him. he walked over to where felix was laying on his bunk under a pile of blankets. the elder cooed at his appearance, brushing his bangs behind his ears. "how are you feeling?" he asked with a tender voice.

felix shrugged along with not having much to say. "i'm fine," he mumbled under the fitted blanket. both boys turned their heads towards the open door as laughter filled the air. "do you want to hangout with the others? jeongin is home," felix shook his head intently, sliding his tiny frame further into the burrow of blankets. he ignored changbins nervous nail biting habit as he stood there staring down at the boy.

"is there something i can do?" he offered, lightly pushing the door shut. he stood closer to felixs bed, a tired frown on his lips as he brushed his hair back. "just leave for now, p-please..." he pulled the blanket over his head as tears poured from his eyes, light sniffles coming from underneath the blanket.

"lix... it's going to be okay..." changbin mumbled with a strained voice, trying not to tear up at the sight. "leave, i said." felix repeated once more before absolutely breaking down into a fit of tears, soaking the sleeves of his grey sweatshirt as he continuously sobbed. "lix, please talk to me," he reached out to softly touch his shoulder, feeling close to the bones protruding through his clothes.

"i-i just need to be alone." felix stated, further ignoring changbin despite his heavy pleas. he sat with his back facing the older male, figuring it was best if he talked his way through the strict, new diet. he had to think of new ways to escape the enormous amount of food. that was felixs' next goal.

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a/n i am so terribly sorry for the late update and the short chapter! a lot happened within the last couple months and i had to take a break from social media. i'm glad to be back now and i hope to update weekly or more than that. thank you for all of the support!