size zero ღ changlix

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trigger warning!
*unedited*
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chan woke up bright and early with jeongin by his side helping him cook. the two stood side by side, sharing a series of continuous laughter. "you're doing it wrong!" jeongin exclaimed, snatching the spatula from the older male.

"how the fuck am i messing up eggs!" chan retorted, helplessly laughing as jeongin let out a exaggerated sigh. "the eggs are all jumbled up!" chan shot him a look like are you an idiot? kind of look. "the eggs are supposed to be scrambled! c'mon, use your head." he chuckled, grabbing the spatula back from his grasp to continue what he was doing.

"chan, i hate scrambled eggs," he whined, pouting lightly as he nudged his elbow into chan's side. "that's awesome jeongin, but i have to follow the meal plan for felix. you know that." the two of them turned away from the stove as changbin entered the living room, rubbing the sleep from his eyes.

"good morning, did you sleep in felixs' room last night?" the leader asked, turning off the stove to carry all the food to the counter top. changbin rolled his eyes, like chan didn't already know. "yeah i did. why?" he mumbled, taking a seat at the end of the table. "how is he feeling?"

changbin thought about it for a split second. he obviously wasn't feeling well. he was absolutely torn up after the appointment, what could he say? "he's not doing so well..." he replied, attempting to take a plate of food, only to have his hand swatted away.

"wait for everyone else to come, jeongin is going to wake them up," chan shook his head when changbin groaned out in annoyance. jeongin quickly dried off his hands before heading off to wake up the rest of the members. he first went to where felix was sleeping, abruptly bursting into the room. "get up! breakfast is ready," he called out before slamming the door behind him. he did the same with seungmin, bursting into the room without knocking. he was taken aback to see seungmin on top of hyunjin on the bottom bunk. "are you guys-" he started before hyunjin immediately cut him off. "its not what it looks like..." he quickly pushed seungmin off of him, smiling innocently to the youngest. seungmin was clearly embarrassed that they had been walked in on like that as he shoved his face into a nearby pillow. "you guys were kissing... i've seen enough." he spoke indistinctly before walking out. woojin, minho, and jisung had already been woken up from jeongin slamming the doors.

everyone was sat around the table except for seungmin and hyunjin, whom were seemingly still in their shared room. the members were all given plates to prepare their own dish, except for felix. chan specifically piled his food much higher than everyone else. he clearly had the most food on his plate. "what in the fuck." felix muttered while shooting changbin a worrisome look in which he encouraged him to start eating. it felt like the whole world was waiting on felix to finish his plate of food but he couldn't even start. he felt the others giving him looks, glancing over to see when he'd take the first bite. it was too overwhelming for him. conversations were sparking between members and all felix could pay attention to was how fast his heart was beating— it felt like he was having a heart attack. he tugged on changbins sleeve, earning a glance from the older. "i-i'm not hungry," his voice trembled as his anxiety flew thru the roof.

"you need to eat, lix. just try it please," he whispered back noticing how his eyes filled to the brim with tears. felix avoided making eye contact with any of the other members, blinking away the tears brimming his eyes. he shoveled an overwhelming amount of food into his mouth. before no time, he was done with his food. and by then, everyone had dispersed to do their own thing. felix got up from where he was sitting to wash off his plate, leaving it in the strainer before walking back to his room.

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changbin was lying down without a shirt on, casually scrolling thru social media on his phone.

"hey, bin," felix started before closing the bedroom door behind him.

"hey, lix. i've been meaning to ask you something," changbin replied, setting his phone aside before sitting up to face felix. "yeah, me too actually..."

"you ask first," changbin said with a soft smile in which felix shook his head. "no you." he retorted with a smug look plastered on his face. "i won't even ask." changbin said before standing up to face the other male with barely 5 inches between them. felix could feel his face heat up as changbin cupped his cheek, caressing circles across his skin. "kiss me already..." felix whispered, wrapping his arms around changbins neck and pushing their lips together. it was short and sweet, their lips moved in sync with one another like they were made for each other. a smile creeped up on changbin as he pulled away to look into his eyes.

felix mouthed 'don't stop there' with a sly smile before crashing his lips against changbins. only this time, the elder led felix to the bottom bunk, pulling him on top of his body before reconnecting their lips. with that, being more passionate as felix fell into the kiss. he sat up a bit, his bottom resting on changbins lap as a string of saliva dribbled from his lips after pulling away from the kiss. just as he leant down to continue, jeongin walked in.

"ugh, seriously! this is the second time today. why is everyone kissing!" he covered his eyes before dashing back down the hall. the two let a series of giggles out, rolling their eyes at the maknaes antics.

"so... where were we?"

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a/n hi hello, sorry for the like 6 month late update or some shit. a lot has went down but i want to thank you guys for the endless support no matter what! and thank you for almost 30k reads! that's absolutely wild. thank you guys, expect more updates soon <3