I miss you so much it hurts. I can't help remember the way you loved me. Im so sorry i messed everything up.I'm overthinking this and we broke up over a year and a half ago but im still so in love with you. DAMNIT WHY DID YOU HAVE TO LEAVE ME?
i miss you so much i want to cry
i miss you so much i hate you
i hate this
just get out of my mind
you're haunting me
and i just need you to hold me and look at me the way you used to
i know you were bad for me but i cant get over you
why did you have to be so damn perfect?
i swear you're an idiot
i see you with her and this sounds so creepy but cant help wish it was me with you
im so so so so sorry i wrecked everything
i just need you back
please
im sorry
i miss you and i hate you
i miss your soul-less eyes and how they used to be so full of love but now they're empty
id give anything just to have you back
im just so sorry
i know you regret being with me, you told me countless times
the amount of times you told me you hated me made me love you that much more
the amount you told me to go away killed me but i still somehow found myself in love with you
now i know why my parents told me to never fall in love this early
broken hearted just because of a stupid idiot called you

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In Order to Stay Alive, I Think I Have to Kill My Mind
Non-FictionTRIGGER WARNING ⚠️ This is your trigger warning. Please do not read any further if you are easily triggered. I began writing this book in 2018 when I was at one of the worst times in my life. I am still writing it in 2020, and am hoping to write i...