Are there ever memories you wish would just disappear?
That one thought gnawing at the back of your mind that just won't go away?
That's me constantly.
I was having a shower and there was one memory that just wouldn't get out of my mind. It came out of nowhere.
Does that ever happen to you?
One minute you're laughing and having fun, and then that one memory decides to enter your brain and make you sad?
Sometimes memories allow me to reminisce on the good times.
Sometimes they remind me of the worst times of my life.
Sometimes I wish memories didn't exist so I didn't have to think about them.
Because some memories are the worst, and they bring pain and heartache.
They remind you of the pain you once suffered.
They remind you of the heartbreak you went through.
Memories are pain, sadness, heartache.
Memories are joy, happiness, and nostalgic.
Memories vary on the emotion one is feeling.
And sometimes, they can bring the worst pain of all.

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In Order to Stay Alive, I Think I Have to Kill My Mind
Non-FictionTRIGGER WARNING ⚠️ This is your trigger warning. Please do not read any further if you are easily triggered. I began writing this book in 2018 when I was at one of the worst times in my life. I am still writing it in 2020, and am hoping to write i...