F**k This

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"Don't fucking bother" I told him as I stormed past him. I knew he couldn't follow me because if he did I was going to create an almighty scene. I walked downstairs and I saw Maddy in the kitchen.
"Lexi you ok, you look like your about to blew a fuse" she said looking at me
"I'm ok, just feel a little sick is all" I lied. I was sick of Luke.
"You want to go home" she said
"I will but you can stay if you want" I said
"Are you sure"
"Yeah your having fun why should you lose out just because I'm feeling icky. I will go home and have a bath and get an early night. I will tell Kerri to get you cab when you want to leave" I said
"Ok, but are you sure you will be ok."
"Yes I will go speak to Kerri now" I said walking outside. I had to be quick I didn't want to see him.
"Kerri I'm not feeling to good, but I don't want to waste Maddys night. Can you call her a cab when she leaves"
"You ok. You look kinda pale."
"Yeah just not feeling to great. Going to have a bath and bed"
"No problem babe, let me know when your home ok and don't worry about maddy ok. Oh does Luke know your going"
"No I haven't seen him or Caroline" I lied. I may not have seen them but I fucking heard them.
"Probably making up" she laughed
"Yeah probably" I said with a fake smile.
I went round the side of the house and into my car. Turning the engine on I reversed and sped out his drive. I have never been so mad in all my life. Fair enough he sleeps with her but knowing fine well I was there and he did it is the lowest blow anyone could make.
I arrived at mine in record time. Grabbing my phone I text Maddy and Kerri letting them know I was safe. I locked the door and made my way to the bathroom to run my bath. Just as I undressed my phone rang, before I even looked I knew who it was. Luke's name flashed on the screen. I hit decline. "Fuck you" I said out loud. It rang again and I hung up again. I switched it to silent before getting in the bath.
Half an hour later my skin was like a prune, I think I'm clean enough I giggled to myself. Getting out the bath I looked at my phone. 19 missed calls and a voicemail. You have got to be serious. I opened the voice mail.
"Lexi please answer I need to talk to you." He said sounding distraught.
If you think I'm talking to you think again mister. I got into my pyjamas and slid under the covers. I could still smell him on my sheets, but I was to annoyed to change them and in a way his scent comforted me because I know this was the last time it would be on these sheets. He can you fuck himself.

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