It had been a few weeks since I had broken up with Jesse. I was starting to hang out with Brian more, but every time I did, something didn't feel right. And I didn't know how to tell him that. He was the one who helped me shed my fears and doubts— most of them, anyways. And he seemed like he had changed. I fiddled with my ring as I sat next to Brian. I didn't know how to tell him that I just couldn't be with him.
"Brian?" I asked, not knowing what I was gonna say.
"Yeah?" He looked at me.
I took a deep breath, "Brian, you're a nice guy. I like you, I really do. But... something doesn't feel right. I feel guilty when I'm with you. And I don't know why."
"I think I know why." He said.
"Why?"
"You're still in love with Jesse. You always have, and you always will be."
I nodded, "Yeah. Yeah, that's it."
"Go back to him, then."
"Really?"
"Yes, Go. But... we can still be friends, right?"
"Of course, Brian. We were always friends, we just... thought it'd be fun to go on a few dates. But I'll always be your friend." I have Brian a kiss on the cheek, then went to find Jesse.
"Becky!"
I turned around and saw Jesse running up to me. "What?" I crossed my arms, acting very mad. I wasn't about to crawl back to him! Let him crawl back to me!
"Listen, Becks, I'm sorry. I really am. It's just that.... we weren't going anywhere, and your sister, Well. Your sister was feeling bad, and I was being nice to her all day, and she sorta kissed me, and I sorta kissed her back. But I am really, truly sorry. I never meant to hurt you."
I looked Jesse straight in the eye, "do you mean that, Jesse Katsopolis?"
"I do. I'm so, so sorry."
I sighed; I saw the pain and hurt and guilt in his eyes. "Okay, I forgive you. But if this happens again, I'm throwing you out on your derrière."
Jesse smiled, "deal.... can I kiss you?"
I assumed he asked that because of what had happened. I nodded, "Yes, you may."
He smiled and gently kissed me. It was the most gentle kiss I had ever had, and I knew that he genuinely meant what he said.
A/n
This update is for mary12tx because she requested an update. Maybe this'll put my mind back in a Full House mood
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I'm In Love With A Rebel
FanfictionThis is my second attempt at a FH high school fanfic. This time, Becky is the new student at Bayview High, and she has just befriended a girl and her best friend, who introduce her to her soon to be bestie. Becky loves it at Bayview high, even more...
