Diana: 4 months in the UK

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Songs of the chapter:

 -Robbers by The 1975

  -Lonely by Benny Tipene

   -Latch by Disclosure ft Sam Smith

    -If I Lose Myself by One Republic

     -Never Be by 5 Seconds of Summer.

{ michael }

I storm off into my room like the child I am and slam the door shut. That's when the tears start. How could she do this to me? I put the idea of us breaking up and she did nothing to stop me. Just signed, sealed and delivered it and ruptured my heart. 

Why is she allowed to do this? Why can she just kiss Calum, come back to me and then leave me again? It's just not fair. I throw myself onto my bed and cover my face into my pillow and cry like a baby. 

I don't know how long it is until Ashton walks in, along with Shaye. Those two are so annoying with how lovey, dovey they are. They're always sitting together, hugging each other, practically all over each other with no regrets. 

I hear him whisper something to Shaye. She replies something in return. He kisses her goodbye before shutting the door behind her. I feel something hit me which jolts against my head. 

"Ow, fuck. What was that for?" I pick up the pillow that was thrown at me and I throw it back at him. 

"You know exactly why, dick." Ashton has never talked in such an aggressive tone with me since Calum and I's falling out. He's usually so calm and collected and Luke is the one who loses it. 

"No I fucking don't so just tell me." I throw the pillow back at him and it barely hits him with force. 

"You totally treated Diana like shit the whole time you were together, and now you've let her go." He practically screams in my face. 

"I did not!" I start to get angry. "As it just so happens, we used to sit outside and talk so yeah." Wow, what a horrible come back, Michael. 

"Oh wow, talking. We all fucking talk, Michael. It's nothing bloody new. We all know how bad you've treated her since the hospital." His sarcastic character comes out to play and is a real shining example of why he should be an actor. 

"Once again, I have not treated her badly." I try to say calmly but comes out a little frustrated. 

"Bullshit, you're so in denial. You've been ignoring her like she is some scum on the street and when you do talk to her, it's as if you're the king of the world and she's is just a peasant girl." Shit, for someone who is quite carefree and wild, he sure does pay attention to detail. 

"That's because I was angry that she kissed Calum and I really just don't like them being together in the same room." My childish reasons won't get anywhere with Parent Ashton around, I can tell by the way his hazel eyes are blowing up. 

"Yeah, that's understandable but you have to realize that you forgave her, meaning that you have let it go. If you weren't over it, you should've talked it out with her more." I'm not even listening anymore. 

"Ashton! What the actual fuck? You're my best friend, why are you blowing up in my face like this? Why are you so concerned about my love life more than I am? Huh?" I pester him like he has been doing to me. It's kind of good to let out some steam but I know I'm in trouble when he gives me the look. The Ashton Irwin look. 

"Why am I so concerned? Why am I so concerned? For fuck's sake Michael, I care about you! You're my best friend and I don't want to see you make mistakes that could have been prevented." He uses a soothing voice which eases me.