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by joyjoy70v3

——————Today——————

I'm sorry for everything.
I want to be apart of my
baby's life. Can you
forgive me?

   I don't know if I
   can. But I won't
   stop you from
   being there for
   'our' baby

Thank you so much. I'll
be the best father I can be.

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"You are horrible at being a best friend" Simonique voice came blasting throughout my dorm.

"What did I do now?" I asked in a bored tone

"How could you not tell me I'm going to be a godmother?" she asked and I looked up at her

"What?"

"You're pregnant Zanya. How does Maliky feel about it?"

"ecstatic" I faked enthusiasm and she gave me a blank look

"You are horrible at faking happiness"

"horrible at (a) being a best friend and (b) falsifying happiness. Wow I'm learning a lot about myself"

"Talk to me girl. What's wrong?"

"I'm pregnant okay" I shouted "I'm scared and Maliky only wants to be there for the child. So there's no one to say 'everything is gonna be okay Zanya' or 'you're gonna be a great mom Zanya' I feel like I made a mistake and I'm paying for it Sim, I'm so scared. I feel like I'm alone and I know I've got you but I still feel empty"

"Zanya, Maliky might be my cousin but he stupid" she said causing me to giggle through my sobs "you're awesome. You're an awesome daughter, sister and friend. And if you should ask me, you're gonna be a very awesome mother weather Maliky is there or not"

At that I threw myself at her and embraced her tightly. She has every trait everyone looks for in a best friend. She's kind, sweet, encouraging and she's down to earth. She looks out for us and never ask for anything in return. So if anyone should be described as awesome, it's her, and I love her like the air I breathe