Fell in love with a spy-mirage fanfiction (1) ✔️

Chapter 42| Party

It's Friday and today is the party. I have been thinking about the last few days. I found a nice red dress and I am sure he'll like it. I am sure I can impress him with how I am about to look like. I had to admit, I am a little anxious. I hate parties and the only reason I am coming is because of Mirage. I don't want Isabell to steal him from me and I promised myself that this is my last attempt to impress him.
As soon as I was done with my make-up I pulled on the dress and made curls of my hair. I have never been so nervous as I am right now. What if he doesn't see me? I grabbed the high heels I have practiced walking on the last two days. Stairs are a little bit hard and I just hope not to fall or make a mistake. I looked at myself in the mirror, "this is a stupid idea..." I sighed, looking over myself. The dress is matching his color, I wanted to match him.

I left my room, heading towards the party. Everyone is nicely dressed up. I walked off the stairs and tried to find Mirage, but he wasn't here just yet. "You look nice..." I turned to face Sunstreaker. He's always mean towards humans, so I took his compliment very seriously. "Really? Thank you..." I said. He looked nice himself too and took me to his brother. "Hey, Sides..." I greeted. "Damn, you look nice!" he purred, smiling widely. I returned the smile, "Mirage is going to love this for sure!" Sideswipe stated while Sunstreaker agreed with him. "I hope so..." I sighed nervously. "Don't worry!" Sideswipe chirped.

I then spotted Mirage, he was walking off the stairs and looked around. Was he looking for me? I could feel my heartbeat faster by the thought. He walked up to us, my eyes lit up in excitement. What is he going to say?
He looked over me, "oh, hey... hadn't expected you here..." he said. I shrugged and looked at him again, "have you seen Isabell?" He questioned. I could feel my world collapse. He doesn't like it...

The twins seemed to notice this too but it was Sunstreaker to answer. "Perhaps I killed that ugly slut!" He sneered. Dino seemed to be shocked by his sudden hiss. "You're such a blind and dumb brat! No wonder you need Cat. You're too stupid to do it yourself!" Sunstreaker hissed and pushed him away. "Get o of here you ugly piece of shit!" He spat.

Dino collapsed on the floor while Sunstreaker took my arm and dragged me away. I felt numb and didn't give a shot that Dino night has hurt himself. "Sit with us... we think you're beautiful," Sunstreaker grunted. I flashed him a fake smile and sat down. I had my best to impress him, but I guess he really didn't care.

Jazz, Bumblebee, and Sam joined too eventually. I couldn't really enjoy it, I hate partied anyway and the only reason I am here is that I wanted Mirage. I glanced at him, he's talking to the soldier again and she was flirting. I got up and followed Sam. "Hey..."

He turned around, "hey Cat... how are you?" He asked. I shrugged and sighed. "I am fine... Uhm, I was wondering if I could stay at your place... if that's okay. We know each other quite a while and I need to get away from the base... away from Mirage, Mearing... Isabell... is that okay?" I asked. He blinked in surprise. "I don't think my mom will say no... you're welcome," he said. "Good, thank you..." I said.

Around 1 AM, I drove with Sam and Bee, I only told Optimus about it. I didn't want to tell Mirage and the twins. I told the twins. They understood and Sunstreaker remarked that Dino is a stupid afthead. I couldn't really deny it but I couldn't blame Mirage for not liking me. I needed some time for myself to accept it and move on. I never had felt heartbroken before and I never imagined it's so painful.

Ron and Judy welcomed me warmly and gave me a room. It's a nice room and a small bathroom attached. I went straight to bed without thinking much about last night.

The following morning, I took a shower and pulled on Jean shorts and a shirt before heading down. The feeling of having no job to do was nice. Seated next Sam and Bumblebee. "What happened to your arm?" Bumblebee asked, pointing at the arm Mirage bandaged. "I got humiliated in the cafeteria..." I sighed. "Didn't Mirage do something about it?" Sam asked with a frown. "No..."

Bumblebee huffed and scowled under his breath. "He's supposed to look after you, but that soldier is messing with his mind," Bumblebee muttered angrily. "No, he just doesn't like me and I can't blame him for that..." I sighed. "You like him? As in... you love him?" Sam asked carefully. "It's a stupid and big mistake. It causes more pain than happiness..." I sighed, shrugging my shoulders. "It's not stupid! He's just blind!" Bumblebee stated. I smiled weakly and shrugged my shoulders. I sighed and shrugged, "It doesn't matter anymore..."

Judy has cooked eggs for us and her husband. She was rambling out about some stuff, that didn't include work. I once used to love it and wanted nothing else but just doing my job. It distracted me from the mental pain and it still does, but now I can't work because Mirage is always around me and is still basically my boss. I sort of quit, in some way. Mirage is dumping me anyway and is working on some cases on his own.

Being heartbroken is horrible. I never imagined ever feel this, and I hoped it would go away soon because I have to get over it. I started eating and relaxed a bit while listening to Ron and Judy arguing about the garden.