I Want To Break Free

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John's POV

"Uh yeah Fred, I-I'm talking to my mum right now, I'll be over there in a second."

Freddie smiled, "tell her I said hi." He walked over to Brian and Roger where he greeted them. I cleared my throat before speaking in the phone again, this time lowering my voice. This was an extremely private matter.

"What do you mean you're pregnant?"

"Well, after I left I took a test. I'd been feeling ill and I wanted to check what was wrong."

I put a palm on my forehead. I was starting to sweat. I'm only 24! I'm not ready to be a father! Especially not the father of a baby who's mother is a prostitute. And I'm not even in love with her. We're not even married.

"How do you even know it's mine. We both know I'm not the only one you've been sleeping with."

"I've only been with you recently. I didn't have many other clients and we spent a lot of time together."

I couldn't believe what I was hearing. This is impossible. Absolutely impossible. "You told me you were on the pill! That's the whole point of what we did! I pay you for sex and then we part ways. Everybody knows that people like you are supposed to be on birth control."

"People like me?" Her tone was serious and annoyed now. "You know what I mean" I shot back. There is no way this baby is mine. She's got to be joking.

"You know what John? I'm having this baby whether you like it or not. This is my baby as much as yours and it's not going away. You can choose to help or not. I'll be in London so you know where to call." And with that, she hung up.

I cursed under my breath and looked over to see the boys. They weren't paying attention to me, which is a good thing at the moment. I took a second to let myself breath before walking back over there.

Freddie had taken the spot next to mine and was sitting opposite of Brian. He and Roger were giggling like school girls whilst Brian had his head in his hands. This ought to be good.

"What are you guys talking about?" I asked. Roger looked at Freddie before replying to me.

"Kinks!" He could barely get the word out before erupting into a chaotic laughter. He and Freddie were holding their guts and Brian just rolled his eyes. His face was red so clearly the two had embarrassed him in some way or another. Poor Brimi.

"Care to explain?" I looked at Freddie for this one. He was always one to bring up that kind of conversation if you know what I mean.

"Roger and I were just talking about things in the bedroom. I have no clue why Bri is so upset!" He lied. Brian shot the men a piercing glare. "Yes you do you twat." This caused the two men to go back into their fits of laughter. I still was unaware of the circumstances, but seeing Brian angry is always a treat. He's so funny when he gets all huffy and mad. He's kinda like a child in that way.

"Oh hush. You're just mad cause I told Freddie you have a daddy kink!" Roger exclaimed. Brian hid his face again. "Oh come on Brian, you're not the only person in the world with a bit of a dominance kink. It's pretty common actually." Freddie chimed in. I prayed to god that he wouldn't bring up our bedroom experiences.

"For example", here it comes, "John here loves to be dominated, don't you?" I can't believe this is happening. I didn't answer, saying something would just make it worse. "Oh look, his face is turning red!" Roger laughed and pointed to my cheeks. I can't believe Freddie just said that.

"Piss off" I muttered to Roger. The boys just continued to laugh and giggle. "Alright then, if you can talk the talk, how about you tell us about your fantasies Fred?" I poked at the frontman. I know he can dish it out, but can he take it?

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