3AM: Life or Death?

Chapter 20

Jimin POV

Waking up to the sound of my room door opening, I sigh softly to myself as I lean over and flick my lamp on, thinking it's Jungkook who's entered my room. Though, as I look back over towards my doorway as the door gets gently pushed shut, I frown as I find Namjoon hyung stood there instead.

"Look, it's the middle of the night, hyung. Leave me the fuck alone and go to sleep. I'm not in the mood to be going at it again." I warn him with a sigh, laying back down on my back on my bed. I hear him sigh as well though, the soft sound of his footsteps against my hardwood flooring echoing through the room. I close my eyes lightly, already growing frustrated with him all over again.

"Jimin, we need to talk. I don't want to work against you." Namjoon says softly, sitting down on the edge of my bed as he looks over at me. I reluctantly look over to him with an annoyed expression, not in the mood for this right now.

"Can this not wait until morning?" I question in annoyance, not bothering to hide my frustration with him

"No, it can't." Namjoon responds with a small frown, causing me to groan. Rubbing my hands over my face, I acknowledge the fact that I'm clearly not being given a choice here.

"Fucking talk if you're gonna talk, hyung. I'm tired and I want to get some sleep before I have to do your shit again tomorrow." I sigh, waving my hand at him to speak. He gives me a look of disapproval, but I ignore it, not really all that concerned about it.

"I want the best for our maknae, just as you do, Jimin. I really do. That's why I don't want him knowing what's going on with Yoongi right now though. Yes, he's awake but he's doing really poorly mentally right now. They're talking about having a therapist coming in and talking to him twice a day already, and he's only just woken up today. He was yelling and getting angry, pushing people away and shoving them as best he could when they came near. The doctors. If it was one of us coming near him, he'd turn away from us, telling us to get away. That none of us really cared. Telling us that we only cared once it was nearly too late. I don't want Jungkook around that, Jimin. You have to understand. That's why I didn't want him to know that Yoongi's even awake, because I was worried that he would demand to see him." Namjoon explains softly, eyes never wavering from mine as he speaks.

I bite my lip lightly at the new information, averting my gaze away from the older as I look up to the ceiling above us. I swallow hard as a lump grows in my throat, feeling choked up about his reaction of waking up. Of his reaction to the boys being around. Though, it also makes me wonder if his words directed to the four boys who feel like family were how he truthfully felt, or if he's still just stuck in his ways of pushing us all away like he had been.

"I don't want to see Jungkook get hurt, Jimin. I don't want him to go visit Yoongi and get his heart shattered even more than it's already been from having to be the one to save him." Namjoon says quietly, running a hand through his hair lightly. I don't say anything, simply nodding in response, not really knowing what to say.

"He also left notes for us. One for the five of us, and one for Jungkook specifically. I read through both of them."

"You shouldn't have done that. Whatever Yoongi hyung wrote for Jungkook was meant for him only. That's why he wrote it separately." I cut him off, glaring over at him.

"He confessed, Jimin. He confessed to Jungkook and... it's honestly just all going to break his heart even more. I just don't wanna see him get hurt." Namjoon continues with a small frown and glare.

Though, before either of us can say another word, I hear a loud thud and a crashing sound from what sounds like downstairs. Our eyes lock with wide worried expressions before I'm jumping out of bed. Tossing the covers back off of me, I run out of my room and down the hall. Nearly slipping as I race down the stairs in nothing but my boxers, I'm quick to take notice of the fact that Jungkook is no longer asleep on the couch. Glancing over to Yoongi's studio, his door is wide open with the light on, but the kitchen also has a few of the lights on.