The Last Breath | YoonMin

21.

'' So... What are your plans today?'' I ask, finishing my breakfast.

'' Well, since tonight will be New Years eve, I was planning on maybe do some shopping and then go to the beach to watch the fireworks tonight?''

I nod my head and mumble an okay sitting on the bed to tie my shoes.

A soft breath tickles the back of my neck. '' How are you feeling today?''

'' M' fine. I have a bit of a headache, but I took some painkillers so it should be alright.''

'' Jim, we could stay here if you want?'' He says, now sitting beside me.

'' It's okay.'' I shake my head. '' We should do some stuff while we're here. How instead of going shopping, we go to that place called loveland? I read something about it yesterday and it seems fun.''

Yoongi looks at me with a confused expression. '' You... You wanna go to loveland? Isn't that a bit-''

'' Pleaseeee?'' I pout. '' I don't need new stuff anyway..''

'' Alright.'' He chuckles. '' Let me just put my shoes on.''

--

'' Get me out of here oh my god!''

'' Wasn't this your idea?''

'' Well yeah! But.. but I didn't know the whole park would be like this!'' I yell covering my eyes while Yoongi keeps laughing and pushing me in my wheelchair. '' Yoongi!''

'' Come on baby, just a little while more. This is just so interesting!''

'' Yoongi no!'' I turn around latching both my hands on his cheeks to pull his face down.

'' All these breasts and penises are making me uncomfortable..'' I whisper into his face, earning a laugh in return. '' What?''

'' Penises.''

'' Yoongi!''

'' Okay, okay.'' He laughs, pulling away from my hands. '' I'll push you towards the exit. Just.. keep your head down.'' He snorts '' You are so innocent Park, it may be the cutest thing I've ever seen.''

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After we left loveland, thank fucking Jesus rinse my eyes with bleach, we went shopping and I actually managed to get me some new sweatpants, yay. After we had dinner at the hotel, I took a nap while Yoongi watched a movie.

'' Baby?''

I groan and close my eyes even tighter. '' Jim, we're gonna miss the fireworks.''

'' No no.'' I mumble.

'' Baby come on.''

I open my eyes seeing a pouting Yoongi hovering above me. '' Please?''

I roll my eyes and nod in agreement earning a few small kisses in return.

The beach was packed. But we managed to find a spot on a small stone wall at the back of the beach. It was a little before midnight the last time we checked, and I hope the fireworks start soon so we can leave. I'm absolutely freezing.

I look at Yoongi, who's holding his phone and get a heads up for two minutes before midnight. After putting his phone away, Yoongi takes hold of my hands, and I lay my head on his shoulder.

The comfortable silence we found ourselves in suddenly gets disturbed by loud booming and lights filling the dark sky. People are cheering, hugging and kissing. The new year has begun.

Raising my head off his shoulder, his eyes already found mine. His soft fingers on my cold cheeks, and his warm lips finding home against mine. A single tear escapes my eye. Every big milestone like today, is something I never knew I would be here to witness it. Something in me feels regret right now. Regret about not being with my family on a moment like this. Because I know there won't be another one. That regret however, gets overpowered when looking at the shining brown orbs in front of me, the way the fireworks reflects in them, making them light up even brighter.

'' Happy New Years baby.''

'' Happy New Years, Yoongi.''

--

We didn't stay long after the fireworks started. We were both cold and decided to watch the remaining of it from our hotel room.

'' Do you want to take a bath?'' Yoongi asks while I sit down on the bed to take off my shoes again, immediately getting frustrated as my tubes keep getting in the way.

'' Here.'' Yoongi crouches down in front of me, helping me take my shoes off.

I can't help but smile while seeing him do things like these. '' Your hair is so soft, I actually envy you.'' I say, brushing my fingers through is black locks.

'' You shouldn't, it's a bitch to manage.''

'' I love you, Yoongi..''

He looks up, that sweet smile back on his face. '' I love you too Jim..'' He mumbles, leaning in for a kiss.

My arms find their way round his neck, pulling him closer when he pulls away. We shared kisses like these before, but this one is different, hinted with lust and want from the both of us.

I let myself be pushed back against the bed, and it's then Yoongi pulls away, giving us both a chance to catch our breaths. His eyes look worried again, I hate it when they look like that, because I know it's because of me.

'' Jimin I don't want to go to far if you're not comfo-''

'' I am, Yoongi. I want this, I trust you.'' I whisper while I brush my fingers against his cheek before closing the gap between us again.

I'm straddling Yoongi's waist while his back rests against the headboard, his cold hands making goosebumps underneath my shirt, our lips still connected. I pull back when I feel my shirt being pushed up and raise my arms, making it easier to slide off, only to have it hanging on my tubes. Right, kinda forgot about that.

We both laugh before I take my tubes out, leaning a bit to the side to turn off the generator, sitting back straight after. Again, earning that same look from Yoongi as before.

'' Please don't worry.. I just, want to feel okay for a while.'' I whisper and feel tears forming in my eyes, only to have them be kissed away.

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So I actually wrote more for this but I kinda thought it didn't fit the story, so I left it out. I'm sorry if you were waiting for this...