The Last Breath | YoonMin

17.

I reccoment listening to the song when you see a *

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'' PARK JIMIN!''

'' Jesus fuckin Christ Yoongi! What the actual fuck!?'' I yell and I feel my heart beating in my chest as Yoongi steps into the room with a smile on his face. '' What are you doing here, It's nine in the morning!?''

'' I brought some visitors.'' He motions to the doorway which is now filled with Jihyung, Jungkook, Tae and Jinae. '' We're going out.''

'' Hi Jiminie!'' Jinae yells and jumps up onto the bed ready to give me a really tight hug.

'' Wow Jinnie! Look at your hair! It's getting so long already!'' I ruffle the black curls on Jinae's head. She's been doing really good. Yoongi once told me she had a stem cell transportation when they first found out, and until now it really worked out in her favor. Her form of leukemia was very treatable to begin with. And because of the pills, she lost some of her hair in length and volume, but got to keep the most part. Which she was ecstatic about of course, she has the cutest curls now.

She's getting better.

That's all that matters.

'' Your hair is growing too Jiminie.'' She pets my head, which by now looks like I got my hair cut really short, it's now covering the skin of my head. '' That means you're getting better too right?'' She smiles sweetly. And I feel my heart break when I look at the faces of the people still in the doorway.

Jinae is the only person who doesn't know I've stopped treatment. And by her reaction, she didn't figure it out by herself yet. I know we should tell her, but I can't. She doesn't need to be pulled into the process of dying. We'll tell her when the time is right.

I let out a sigh and form a smile on my lips. '' Where are we going?''

'' It's a secret!'' She practically yells. And I look at Yoongi with wide eyes.

'' It will be fun Jim, come on!'' Jihyung whines and I roll my eyes at his childish tone.

'' Alright, alright. Just give me a while to get ready.'' I swing my legs over the edge of the bed and Yoongi grabs my hand, helping me stand up.

'' Do you need help?'' He softly asks and I shake my head.

I asked Tae to pick out some clothes that made me look normal and less dead. I didn't say the last part out loud, but he got what I meant. I ended up with black jeans and a white sweater. '' Can.. someone help me.. tie my shoes.. please?'' I breath leaning my head in my hands, trying to catch my breath while Jihyung ties my shoes. Meanwhile Yoongi sets up my wheelchair and concentrator. He told me we would be gone for a while, so I told him to pack two more oxygen bottles, otherwise I can't use my concentrator the whole day.

I'm slow. Like, I'm getting really slow with things. I try not to make it obvious, but I feel it. Slow with moving, slow with eating, slow with getting into the car. Which was hilarious. Everyone tried to help me, which wasn't necessary, and I kicked Jungkook in the face.

Twice.

Yoongi borrowed his parents Kia sedona minivan. Yep, they have a minivan. Good thing though, it fits us all.

I fell asleep fairly quick after we left and woke up when Jinae and Tae started screaming we arrived.

I felt like puking the moment Yoongi parked.

'' A theme park..? Yoongi I don't know i-''

'' Baby, it's gonna be fine.'' He reassured while opening the passenger door in the back helping me get out. And I felt my cheeks heat up at the pet name.