'' So, that's how I got stood up on my first ever date.''
'' Awh Yoongi... That's so sad.'' I say, pulling the blanket a little closer to my chin. In the last two hours Yoongi and I talked a lot. It almost feels like we've known each other for much longer than a day. Nurse Lee came to take out my IV about an hour ago. I puked about four more times after that, and I still feel extremely embarrassed, but Yoongi told me not to worry about it. So I try not to. I started to get tired a while ago, but I didn't want Yoongi to leave yet, so I just laid down and continued having a conversation with the black haired boy in the comfy chair across from me.
'' It's nothing now, it's been three years anyways.''
'' Was he your first guy crush?'' I mumble, still a little cautious about the topic.
'' Yeah. I wasn't even out to the world yet, he was the only one that knew. I've had known him for a while, so I figured why not give it a try and ask him out. He agreed. But on the day of our date, I waited at the coffee shop for hours, but he never showed up. He didn't respond to my texts, didn't pick up my calls and never talked to me again.''
'' I'm sorry Yoongi, you didn't deserve that. I know how hard it must have been to deal with not yet being out and have that happening when you finally build up enough courage to act on your feelings.''
He just looks at his hands, fumbling with his fingers and simply shrugging his shoulders.
'' Have.. You ever been in love, after that?''
'' I had a couple of flings with a few girls.'' He mumbles. '' But it had no feelings, I was never in love.''
'' Don't worry about it Yoongi.'' I say, waving my hand in front of him to try and get him to look up. He meets my gaze after a couple second and I drop my arm on the bed. '' Love comes when the time is right. It may take a month and I may take year, but one day someone will walk into your life and you'll realize that's the person you want to spend the rest of your time with. Please don't waste your love on stupid meaningless flings and one night stands. Save it. You have to be able to give that person everything one day. Thats what love means, to me, at least.''
'' Have you ever been in love Jimin? I mean, it seems like you know a lot about it.''
'' Well I've had crushes on some guys in school, you know. Typical teenager things.'' I chuckle. '' But to answer your question, no, I've never had the privilege of falling in love.''
'' Never say never.'' He mumbles.
'' Trust me, nobody wants to date an eighteen year old, bald, cancer kid. Oh, and don't forget. I'm dying, Yoongi. Even if I wanted to fall in love, I can't. It's simply to late now.
'' Ji-'' I look at Yoongi as he picks up his ringing phone. '' Yeah I'll be there in a second. Alright. Bye.'' '' I have to get back. My parents are leaving and I don't want Jinae to be alone, sorry.'' I nod, noticing the disappointed look on his face.
'' I totally understand Yoongi, don't worry. Thank you so much for stopping by, and for staying. You were a huge help.''
'' Anytime.'' He softly smiles. '' Would.. It be okay if I stopped by again?''
'' Of course. You should bring Jinae with you some time, I'd love to meet her after everything you told me about her. But I recommend you wait a couple days, since I'll probably be a mess for the upcoming few.''
'' Will do. Oh, before I leave can I, maybe, have your number. We can talk if you're bored and we can discuss when to bring Jinae?''
I prop myself up on my elbows to take his phone from his hand and pass him my own, putting my number and name into it, and giving it back. '' Alright well.. Goodnight I guess. Shall I turn off the lights when I leave?'' He asks, to which I nod my head again.
'' Goodnight Yoongi.'' I mumble, laying back down as I watch him leave the room and I immediately feel myself getting tired. And for once, I'm falling asleep before the clock strikes midnight.
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I feel like this kind of sucks, so its short. Sorry...
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