Tw: sad emo boi.... I think that's it... Maybe some coarse language?
💜Virgils POV💜
After locking the door I slid my back down it. Why am I so stupid? I can't control myself around the people I love. It's my fault that deceit keeps coming back. I walk over to my bed and face plant into the pillow before screaming into it. I need to control myself. "You'll never be strong enough." deceit emerged from the corner of my room. "ughhh just leave me alone! It can't be that entertaining to annoy me." he smirks over at me from the shadows. "I'm not here to annoy you, though it is quite entertaining. I'm here to help you." I look at him, visibly confused. "help? How could you help me?" why would he ever want to help me? "I want to help you to realise your potential, but you can't do it here. You need to come ba-" "back to the dark sides? Yeah right." I interrupted him in disbelief. "just leave okay, I don't want to reach my 'full potential', I want to control myself!" tears begin to sting the corners of my eyes. I'm so weak! "uh huh, what ever. Have fun doing that then." he sunk down again, leaving me alone with my thoughts. I look down into my hands to see small storm clouds. Ugh! Stop doing this! I shake my head and ball my hands into fists. Knock
Knock
I told them that I need to be alone! Why would anyone be around me right now anyway? Why would anyone ever be around me? They'll all leave me soon. I get up and shuffle towards the door. "wh-who is i-t?" ughhhh! English is not working for me. "it's just Remy, babe. Can I come in?" why is he back here? He's meant to be keeping an eye on Deceit. "Hunni, I can hear your breathing. I promise that it's just me, and if you're worried about Deceit, Alex and Kyle have him under control right now. Let me in." I realised that my breathing was faster so I took a deep breath, then opened the door. "j-just leave. I don't want t-to hu-rt you..." I try to close the door but he slams it back open. "you won't hurt me Virgil! I trust you!" Why?! Why can't he just listen to me? "ple-ase, Im just trying to pr-protect yo-u...."im suddenly wrapped up in his arms. "you're not gonna hurt me Virge. You can control yourself. You just need to believe it for yourself!" he pulls away and I feel tears running down my cheeks. Can he help me?
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Sorry if there are any spelling mistakes
So I'm working on the next few chapters at the moment... I know what I want to write but blehh
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Fanfic|C O M P L E T E| This is based in the mindscape. The sides care for each other very much... But how much? Read to find out..... BTW I'm very very trash at writing so I apologise in advance hehe No.2 in #polysanders wHaT?! Also... No. 3 in #moxiety...
