It's So Hard

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Seeing the two of you together hurts,

hurts knowing that I'll never be as happy.

Seeing your friends in love is like a punch in the face,

concluding that I'll never find or keep love

The thought makes my heart break and evaporate.

Rejection after rejection,

tear after tear,

and heartbreak after heartbreak.

The amount of pain I receive,

the amount of hate I get,

and the amount of unwantingness that gets thrown at me.

It's just too much to handle.

It's just too hard.

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