Book Of Poetry

Never Official Pt. 2

It's sad to know that not even your best friend was able to see through your lies.

All the:

'She's perfect'

'She's beautiful'

'She's my future wife'

and more bullshit that I decided to believe.

After what happened, I felt numb all over

and I think your best friend could tell;

messaging me to check up on me,

giving me the little bit of company I missed,

giving me the attention I craved for.....

Overall, he loved me and cared more than you ever had before.

Sadly he had to leave me too but I understood why.....

He had a life,

a girlfriend,

school.....

But he told me why, and you didn't.

You didn't care about my feelings,

you didn't care about how I would feel about

marriage,

kids,

moving in,

living together,

dinner dates,

or endless amounts of love.

All you wanted was a hookup who's young enough to bare kids and then dump without a trace.

Can't believe I fell for plans that'll never happen,

words that meant nothing to you but everything to me,

and emotions that were never there from you

but endless from me.

But then again.....

You never made it official.....