We Meet Again // Sequel To KBWDW ✔ COMPLETED (UNEDITED)

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~Mia's pov~

Beep.. Beep..

Make it go away.

Beep.. Beep..

Go away.

Beep.. Beep..

Let me rest.

Beep.. Beep..

Let me go.

Beep.. Beep..

"I love you." A voice said in the distance, I could barely make out what the words were- but I did.

Beeeeeep..

A white light flashed through my eyes, making me squeeze them even tighter. I felt my right arm rise up towards my eyes, blocking out the extreme light that wanted to blind me. It kept shining until suddenly it all went away. I was filled with darkness. I squinted my eyes, trying to adjust with the new scenery. I blinked once, then twice. Then finally the third time, the light turned back on. I saw white. Every thing was white. White walls, white floors, white ceiling. Like I said- Everything was white. I looked down at myself and saw that I was wearing a white dress. 

I out reached my arms, they looked paler than usual. I checked my feet, they also were white, except the tiny yellow flower at the top on my sandals. I turned around- feeling my hair sway along with me. My hair was fluffed out, not even a single piece of dirt was in it. My hair was cleaned, and it felt silky when I ran my fingers through it. It didn't even have tangles.

I touched my head, feeling the part where the blood leaked out. I felt nothing more than a bump. I checked my arms again, and realized that there were no scars, no blood, no dirt, nothing.

It was as if it never happened.

I walked around the empty room, running my hands on the wall, just to assure myself that this was real.

It couldn't be real- could it?

I kept walking, my feet silently hit the floor in a tiny rhythm. 

'Left- right- left- right- ' I thought to myself, feeling surprisingly calm about the situation I was in.

I felt my hand graze on something on the smooth white wall, making me stop in my tracks. I took a few steps back and felt the bump on my fingers again. I inspected the white wall, seeing the tiny bump in it. It must've been nothing special but I felt myself being intrigued by it. I put on of my hands on it, digging my fingers in. Then it popped. It fell to the ground while I took a few steps back in instinct. It rolled on the floor, away from the wall. The wall now had a hole in it, revealing that there was an outside of this white box. 

I felt a sense of courage rush through me and threw a punch at the wall, cracking it. I kept punching and kicking until finally I stopped. I took a deep breath and looked at the cracked wall in determination.

"There's nothing holding me back." I whispered to myself.

I rush to the wall full force- slamming my body into the wall. 

It cracked open- and next thing I know- I was falling. I was falling down- falling into darkness. I didn't want to be in darkness. I didn't want to be there again. I felt the courage drain from my system and fear replaced it. 

I fell to the ground, feeling my legs give out the second I hit the floor. I felt my arms and hands have scratches, my white dress now had dirt and stains. I felt the fear creep up to me and increased when I heard something very familiar.

"You're right, she isn't worth it. Why am I still fighting for her? I need to let go. She doesn't deserve anything we've given to her." Corbyn's voice rang through my ears.

It was getting louder and louder, mocking me. 

"Make it stop!" I yelled out in pain, putting my hands on my ears to block out his words.

It still kept getting louder.

"Shut up!" I pleaded shouting out.

I was sweating profusely, the sweat dropping down my forehead.

It grew even louder when I pleaded. I felt a pain grow on my stomach and heart.

My eyes widened when I felt it. I knew this feeling. I knew what this is. I've dealt with it for five years. I knew. 

I felt my breathing become uneven, I was struggling to get air in my system. I gasped desperately, trying to breathe properly. I felt the tears leak from my eyes. I can't go. Not now. I can't leave- I know I can't. No matter what- I won't want to leave. I have Alexander- Karroll- Tera- and my co-workers and them.

The voice grew louder- making me scream out in pain when I felt something sharp jab me in heart and stomach.

"I know they don't love me!" I yelled out in defeat, knowing all the words I'm going to yell out was true.

"I know that I don't deserve them!"

"I know I'm a disappointment!"

"I know I- I'm not worth it." I said it out loud, but I felt something string at my heart.

"But-"

"I know that they don't love me- but someone will."

"I know I deserve everything good- because I've treated people better than I give myself credit for."

"I know I am worth it." I yelled out when I felt the pain grow too much, making me want it to just finish me off- but I will fight.

I stayed in the darkness for what felt like hours- fighting my inner demons and fighting for my self worth. I know I am worth it. I know I am not a pathetic waste of air.  I know now.

I am a proud mother who had an adopted child, I am a proud singer who did song covers back in the day, I am proud for who I came to be. 

I felt the pain lessen as I felt the last few tear drops fall down my face and the last few drops of my sweat fall down my face. I felt the weight slowly lift up my shoulders. My knees hurt from kneeling for hours, while my hands were burning in pain because I kept hitting my fists on the ground- trying to get rid of the pain.

I finally opened my eyes, seeing a tiny light shine through a tiny tunnel. I pushed my hands on the ground, pushing myself up. I hissed out in pain when my hand made contact with the ground but I managed to get up. I walked to the only light source in this whole place, and picked up my pace- wanting to reach it immediately.

I managed to get out safely, the newly found light shining on my face, making a small smile form on my face. I looked down at my hands and examined them- they were swollen with red- blue- and a bit of violet covering it. I kept looking at them until I heard a voice- so familiar that it welled up my eyes. I looked up and saw her.

"Mom?"

________________________________________________________________________________A/n - Anddddd- you all love me for the amazing cliffhanger! :). Just kidding, but seriously guys, I really am sorry for not updating in a long time. I'm sorry for not updating in 3 weeks on April and not updating last week- I really am. This is the last term of this school year (for me), and currently I have my homework and project right next to me- waiting to be finished as I'm writing this. (They are due tomorrow). Please stick with me guys, and I truly am sorry. I have exams (again) in 2 weeks from now, and I need to pass. I'll try my best to update on Sunday, but if I can't- please understand.

Thank you guys so much for sticking with me- even with updating randomly rather than updating weekly, thank you so much. I truly am thankful for all the things you guys have done- like reading, voting, commenting, sharing, and just being yourself in general.

I really need to get this project and homework done, so I'll see you guys in the next update- Bai!