Popularity | Taejin ✔︎

thirty-eight

Jins P.O.V

Class is boring now there is nothing to look forward to during the lectures when before it was the only place I wanted to be. Namjoon isn't here again, did he really have to leave now? Memories from yesterday afternoon still flow in my head. I was close to losing myself, I wanted to lose myself. So much has happened I wanted an outlet. An outlet so I can stop being jealous, annoyed that Taehyung has been with other people than me. I know I'm his first relationship when it comes to being male so maybe he didn't know what to do yesterday. I shouldn't use Taehyung like that. But I'm not using him. I needed him. I need him...? I was just overtaken by thoughts and emotions. Too many of them.

My head hurts not as bad as when I got struck in the head by those three guys. Where are they now? Living life to the fullest knowing they almost put me in a coma if they didn't stop at one kick to the head? Again my phone buzzes for the who knows how many times this morning. I'm not answering my mom it could be her because she's been messaging me non stop just plain out bullying me. But I don't know for sure if it's her with my screen down on my desk. It buzzes another time and I know it causes a distraction to the kids around me. Angrily I grab my phone to see not my mom but Hoseok messaged me. I gulp and look at the notification.

My body shakes as I realize he isn't in the classroom. What does he want? Another fight? Just to argue? Or is he apologizing? I open it up my heart racing to see what was said. A message, short and detailed.

Covering my mouth I can't help but feel confused and mad. My fingers move quick on my screen typing away my response before I see what Hoseok sends me next.

I reply fast. We exchange messages till I had enough. This happened just this morning. Why? What did Namjoon do? I never knew they were on bad terms. Or did I and I was too blind to notice? If people are posting about it I must see. I open instagram to go to a random persons page but to instantly go to Jungkook's. He's active and his account isn't private. He must have posted something. And just what I thought Jungkook had posted something right away and people are already flocking in the comment section. Damn, Jungkook must be more popular than Taehyung.

Sighing I place my phone down and place my head down on my desk. Time to rest up before my life becomes a hell hole again. Who will I go to first? I need to hear Namjoon's side of the story first. Then again he saved my life so why did Taehyung beat him up, is he really that dumb. Wouldn't be surprised if he makes another rumor about Namjoon because Jungkook likes to post all about it. I knew Namjoon first before Taehyung, I spent more time with him first. I broke him first. I should be there for him. That's exactly what I'll do. Taehyung can live with it and he can pout all he wants. Namjoon needs me and I need to know what happened.