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fifty-three

Jin's P.O.V

Make an excuse, Jin. Quick. I don't want to do anything. It doesn't feel right, not here, not at this moment. I can't do it. But somehow Taehyung makes it feel right...

He kisses every inch of my neck as his hands travel up my shirt. I've lost myself under this. This isn't me. But it is and I've given myself to Taehyung, my whole life. He knows what I think of him and I know what he thinks of me. The room, the walls look pink to me when I know the walls are pure white. I've lost my breath. Lost the will to get away when I was the prey the whole time. What does God want from me?

I try to tug Taehyung off but it doesn't work. Groaning I begin to move my arms to break free but Taehyung pins them down. "Where are you going?" kissing my neck for the last time he gazes up at me. "I've waited for this, you know? Now you're trying to get away?" He takes his hands away from my arms as he lifts my shirt.

"No, Taehyung please." I plead.

"Why not? You don't like it?..." With that being said he lays a kiss on my stomach. A knot inside my stomach twists. It feels weird!

"We can't. It's not right, this is..." I quiver. "It's Jimin's room shouldn't we r-respect it?" tears form in my eyes and I don't know if they are meant to be from sadness or happiness.

"Jimin won't mind. He was the one who set up this party." My shirt is lifted more.

"Taehyung." I sit up away from his grasp.

"What's wrong, huh?" he is close to me quicker than I expected. He's an animal all of a sudden.

"We can't." I say one more time.

"Tell me why." A kiss to my cheek then my ear. I push him away.

"I said no." Stop forcing yourself on me like someone else, please.

"Come on, Jin. You have been waiting for it too." Taehyung moves in closer.

"No!" I move to the bed frame but that doesn't stop Taehyung from encountering me. I'm in a corner again. Just like Namjoon I cant do anything, I have no outlet. I can't feel like this with Taehyung, he's the one I trust. That I have to trust.

"Okay, I'm sorry it won't happen"-

The bedroom door is slammed open, it hits the wall and I can just imagine the hole it made. I flinch at the loud noise but the noise downstairs drowns it out almost. Eyeing the person standing there though I don't want to I'm relieved to see Hoseok. He's angry, glaring at Taehyung like his life depends on it. Thank god he is here. Before I can get to him, for him to hug me and take me away I hear Jungkook. "Hae-Win, the upstairs is being refurbished." Jungkook is here? Why is he here? I don't know why but I can tell he is anxious and angry from his voice.

Hoseok is stuck in place still glaring at Taehyung but I cant help but look behind Hoseok expecting to see Hae-Win at any moment. "Shut up, Jungkook," her voice scares me, "I knew something was up when I saw you run away and guard the stairs." Shes next to Hoseok now and my eyes can't help but dry up.

"I'm not stupid." She looks at Hoseok judging him like she would get money off of it. "Get out of my way." She pushes Hoseok down. He wasn't ready for it and hits the wall beside him. I want to run at her, yell at her and help Hoseok but I'm too stuck. Then her attention goes into the bedroom, on me and Taehyung.

"Why don't you look at this." She starts at us with venom.

"Piss off, Hae-Win." Jungkook talks again and I see him peer behind Hoseok ready to help him. My head gets heated and I can't feel my voice. I hate this feeling. Hae-Win ignores Jungkook like he was never there.

"I wonder what the school will think about this." Her phone is out in a blink of an eye but I saw it all since I still haven't blinked.

Yoongi is quick, he slaps Hae-Wins phone from her grasp and I can't help but feel grateful. "What was that for, dog?!" Hae-Win hollers but no one can hear her but us.

"Fess up, Hae-Win." Yoongi has his voice in his throat like he's ready to curse at her.

"I don't know what you are talking about. Fess up about what?" With that said she flicks her hair back like she's everything. She needs to fess up what she did to me! How she made me lose trust in people. She ruined me! No one can take this hatred I have for her and make it better, nothing can make it better.

"For"- Hoseok talks.

"For beating up Jin." Taehyung finishes for Hoseok. I eye him in distraught. He finally talks but it doesn't take back for what he did to me.

"I didn't beat him up. A girl couldn't do that damage." I feel the already healed bruises come back and burn my skin. They really did do some damage on me. Hae-Win goes to pick up her phone but she's met with Taehyung's words again.

"Three guys could," Hae-Win closes in on herself and doesn't move. "Three guys that went into Jin's home, waiting for him to get there just to beat him up all for a girl they want to sleep with." I see Taehyung in the corner of my eye clench his jaw. He's angry but he can't do anything unless it was Jungkook.

"Oh shut up. The kid deserved it." She glares at me now. "He was taking you away from me. I didn't want you to end up like your uncle." Taehyung falls quiet and Yoongi's eyes are wide with anger. She didn't just bring up his uncle, that's a topic Taehyung doesn't like talking about. But how does Hae-Win know about his uncle? I bet his mom told her to make sure it didn't happen.

"I-I got it." I stare at Hoseok on the floor as I notice Jungkook smirking gazing up at Hae-Win who stands fully. Hoseok's phone out I see he took a video of the whole situation. No way! "Party is over!" Hoseok hollers. Hae-Win doesn't move but Yoongi does. Soon the music is cut off and he's telling people to leave. The party cut short Hae-Win is still there.

"You'll regret this," Hae-Win finally speaks up. "Especially you," she points at Taehyung. "Kim Taehyung." With that she storms off and out of the house. We all stand, sit there for a couple moments. What happens now?

"She forgot her phone." Jungkook grabs the phone on the floor checking it out on the outside. No way he can get into it. "Whoa, look at her photos. We could so use this on her!"

Yoongi is right by his side as they slide through the photos. Hoseok eyes them with a bored look after everything that happened. I'm going home, I don't want to see Taehyung. I'm just scared right now and I need time alone. Now I know no one will bother me that much at school I'll just have to switch seats in class. To get away from Taehyung, block his number, delete him. Standing from the bed they watch me go to the bathroom and gather my bag. "Where are you going?" Taehyung grabs my arm.

"Let go of him, Taehyung. You know what you did." Hoseok snaps at him like he slapped him physically in the face. With a bitter face Taehyung let's go of my arm.

"What happened, Taehyung?" I hear Yoongi ask.

I stroll past Jungkook and Yoongi to travel down the stairs to see the whole living room, kitchen and dinning area trashed. I would help but right now I want to sleep. My gaze lands on a blonde Jimin sitting on the living room couch. When did he dye his hair? He peers up at me and waves me over. I follow up next to him and slump at his side. "I heard what happened." Jimin tells me.

"Which part." I advert my eyes from Jimin to stare at the floor.

"Hae-Win being exposed. What else happened?" Jimin questions.

"I don't want to talk about it." With that Jimin gets what I mean. That the night didn't go as planned. I knew I was jealous and really wanted to sleep with Taehyung but I guess he was frustrated too. He apologized but I don't feel exactly right. I hate this.

"Jin"-

"Can I stay at your house tonight? Or till the wedding?" Or maybe forever?

"Of course you can, Jin."