BACK THEN *ON HOLD*

C H A P T E R N I N E

" Cause nobody knows you baby the way I do

And nobody loves you baby the way I do "

I woke up with Chrissy still in my arms. It was Saturday today and we could sleep at long as we wanted to. I wondered that she was still asleep, she fell asleep way much earlier than me yesterday. At the thought of yesterday, I smiled.

Her hair was all over my pillow and I gently tugged a strand of it behind her ear so it wouldn't tickle her in the nose.

I don't wanted to wake her so I just layed there admiring her beautiful features.

But after a while I got bored and decided to wake her gently. I placed kisses all over her beautiful face and she started giggling in half-sleep. "Wake up, beautiful" she turned around, nuzzling her face into the pillow. "I'm bored", I whined and pouted a bit.

"Stop pouting", she murmured.

"How do you know I'm pouting?"

"I know you well enough", she said and turned back to me. "Stop pouting", she giggled and kissed my lips so I would stop pouting, which I did. Who could pout while kissing such a beautiful girl?

"Will you wake up now? I'm so bored" She giggled.

"Okay", she said and I helped her out of bed. "What are we gonna do today?" She pulled her shirt over her head so she only stood in bra in front of my and quickly slipped on a new shirt. She always had a few spare shirts and trousers at my house, like I had at hers.

"I thought we could go eat something. Maybe pizza if you want to?" She nodded, pizza was both our favourite food.

I still wasn't allowed to drive a car so we were stuck with the bus. The bus was so full that I let Chrissy sit on my lap. "Some things never change", she smiled and I laughed lightly. I couldn't stop staring at her. What we did was incredible. She was so good the nights we had sex and it was with her. I really did love her, she was my everything.

"Up", I said as we came to our bus stop and she quickly stood up, nearly falling again as the bus came to a halt, but I caught her before she could fall. I laughingly took her hand and we got out to go to the best pizza place in the world.

We ordered the same pizza as always and sat down on the same table as always. As always she gave me a bite of her pizza and I gave her a bite of mine.

"Chrissy, I have to tell you something. We - ash, Mikey, Luke and me - may or may not have got an offer for a recording contract and I have to fly back to Australia in three weeks to an "audition" and - please don't be mad at me if I get it and that I'll fly again. I love you but - this is my dream"

"That is awesome Cal! I'm so happy for you. And how could I be mad at you? You're living your dream! How did they find you?" I told her the story about Louis Tomlinson and Niall Horan and how they posted a video of us on Twitter and how a record label saw this. She got overly excited because she became a big Directioner over the past nearly two years.

"Will you meet them? If you will, can you get me a signature or maybe even their numbers? Can you get best friends with them so I can meet them too?" I laughed and she blushed a bit. "Am I crazy?"

"A bit. But good crazy" She smiled and I have her a kiss on the back of her hand. "And I love you for that" She smiled.

"I love you too"

We went home and Chrissy told me everything she knew about One Direction. And with everything I mean literally everything. She sounded a bit like a crazy stalker, but that was okay, I knew she wasn't. And even if she would be one, I would still love her.

*

***Chrissy's POV***

"I love you and I'm going to miss you so much. But please get a signature for me?" I smiled at him with teary eyes.

"I love you too, and I'm going to miss you too. And I will give you a signature because I know it will make you happy. And please don't cry, I'll cry too" His eyes got teary too.

"I have to go now. Love you" He gave me a last kiss on my lips and went, waving, to his gate.

"Love you too", I shouted back and a tear streamed down my face as he left. Calum's sister pulled me into her arms and stroke her hand over my back.

"He'll be back in a month. Don't cry" I nodded and wiggled out of her embrace. "Come, I'll drive you back home"

As I came home I started reading again because I wanted to forget about Calum being away right now. It helped a bit, like reading for me always did. I could escape the reality and start a new life. Sometimes better, sometimes worse than my life. But always different which was a nice change.

After some time I fell asleep, with the book on my stomach and dreamed about Calum. I missed him even though he just left. He probably wasn't even in Australia right now.

I woke up the next morning because of my stupid alarm clock and I nearly smashed it against the wall. But I didn't because it was my mobile and I would die without it.

I quickly send Calum a good morning text and got ready for school. I wanted to stay home in my bed but school would distract me and I had to go anyway.

I sat at the table and had breakfast as I got a message from Calum saying he arrived safely and was now at Luke's place.

I send him that I loved him and got up to go to school.

*

It has been one week since Calum was back in Australia and I haven't talked to him once. We only wrote messages but that was everything. I really missed him and wanted to cuddle with him and run my hand through his fluffy brown hair. But he wasn't here, he was on the other side of the world.

"Come on, we'll get a pizza", Nick said and went to the pizza place with me. I wasn't really in the mood of pizza because it was mine and Calum's food but I went with him anyway.

He tried to cheer me up the hole week and I pretended it worked because that would make him happy.

He was my only friend, a part from Calum, obviously. I shook my head to get rid of the thoughts about Calum because I wanted to forget at least when I'm with people and distract myself. I never could forget him, he was unforgettable. Never, ever would I forget about him.

The pizza was delicious, as always, but it wasn't the same without Calum. But I could never tell him what I went through when he wasn't here. I didn't want to seem weak or so and I wanted him to live his dream without any distractions from a clingy girlfriend.

{Hey, sorry for the short chapter because I'm on an exchange in Spain I do t know when or if I'll update in the next ten days :)

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~Lara}