BACK THEN *ON HOLD*

C H A P T E R T H I R T E E N

" I have loved you all along

And I miss you "

2014

***Chrissy's POV***

Calum was on tour with One Direction and I missed him like hell. He's been away since over one month. I wished I could be with him more than anything.

He quitted school one year ago, he had no time and need for any more education, but I was still stuck in school. It was only a half year left, but that half year was hell. We wrote exams all the time and had to practise for the finals. The last finals and then school would be over. I was sure that I wanted to do something with my life, study. I was jealous that Calum was able to see the world while I have only ever seen England and Australia.

I know, I shouldn't complain. I have a good life. My parents have money, if I wanted to I could get a lot. Calum also always insisted on paying for me.

But I wanted to earn my own money. If I died, I wanted to be able to say - when I look back at my life - that I'm proud of what I did and lived the way I wanted to live.

I woke up the next morning because my mobile rang. It was Luke.

"Hi?", I said sleepily.

"Hi, it's Luke here."

"It's six in the morning on a Saturday. What du you want?"

"Calum misses you"

"I miss him too but-"

"Can you just let me talk?", he interrupted me but laughed. "We don't know when we'll come to England again. We don't really get days off and I wanted to ask you if you want to join us on tour."

"But I have school-"

"I know. My mum says she would be able to 'teach' you, you could still graduate"

"I would love to, Luke", I said, "but what about my mum?"

"I asked her, she says its up to you. She knows that you miss him and said if you would still graduate and if it isn't for to long it's okay. And I think she just wanted a reason to watch us on tour" we chuckled.

"Really? Then I would love to, how could I say no? Does Calum know?"
"That's the thing", he began, "he doesn't know and we want to surprise him. If you come, don't tell him!"

"Okay, when can I come?"

"We can get everything ready until next week. See you then"

"See you, thank you so much", I added and hung up. I could actually visit him on tour and tour with them and see the world! And I got to be with Calum!

*

From: Penguin

Hey, We'll get u at the airport. Looking forward to seeing u! xx

To: Penguin

Okay, just have to get my luggage xx

I got my luggage and got outside. I was greeted by Luke, Ash, Mikey and a bodyguard, who I've seen recently, but I didn't knew his name. They ran up to me and I found myself in a big group hug. I felt like a sandwich and couldn't move a finger.

"Air", I chocked and they let me go.

"We haven't seen you for so long!", Ash said. Luke messed with my hair like I was a small Child and I pouted.

"Stop it", I giggled and hit his arm playfully.

They took my luggage and we went to a big black van. "Okay", I said, "what's the plan"

"Very easy, Calum is sleeping because we have a show this evening. You could just wake him up or so. Up to you", Michael said.

"Uh, okay" I decided that I should do something else. This idea was crap.

"What about I surprise him at the show?"

"That's actually way better than our plan", Ash said.

"I know, it comes from me", I laughed and the boys joined. I still didn't know why I could be so open with them. Was it just Cal in general who helped me? I have never been that happy. Cal turned my whole life upside down. But In a positive way. A very positive way.

"So this our bus. I think you can just stay in the kitchen, Cal never goes there. We'll get you when the show starts. But Cal's still sleeping, wanna play Fifa with us?", Luke asked.

"Sure" I went with them through the slightly sewing bus into the 'living room' or just the room were the TV was.

"I'm playing with Chrissy", Michael said and gave me a controller. They knew I was good. I was nearly as good as Mikey.

We played three games until we heard Cal waking up. "Shit", they whispered. "Get under that blanket"

Luke threw a blanket over me and pretended everything was normal. They were such dorks.

"I'm going to hide in the bathroom, give me a sign when I can go to the kitchen"

They nodded and I disappeared into the bathroom. I saw Cal approaching and my heart began to beat faster. He still had bed head and was only wearing his Pyjama bottoms. He looked so hot.

"Hey Cal-Pal", Ash said and told him to sit down next to him.

"How are ya?", Luke asked. Calum only nodded.

"I'm fine"

The boys were acting weird but hopefully Calum wouldn't notice. But they were always acting weird, a bit more weird wouldn't be that bad.

The boys talked on and on and soon I got bored.

{Sorry for not updating for so long and the excuse is always the same but I'm seriously sorry and we're writing so many exams rn and I'm so sorry. Please vote and comment and spread the world.

~Lara }