BACK THEN *ON HOLD*

C H A P T E R S E V E N T E E N

" Love's a fragile little flame

It could burn out "

What if someday we can't be there for each other again? The words were bouncing around in my head. What did she mean with them? I was to concentrated on thinking what she meant I didn't saw her leaving, going back to my family. I noticed that her mum was there also.

Her mum had tears in her eyes. Why? Because she was so long away and they could finally see each other again? Or does it have another cause? Chrissy was driving me mad. Putting a piece of information in front of me and then causing me to run into a dead-end street.

Ash went over to me. "You okay mate?", he asked and I nodded.

"Chrissy's acting weird in the last time", I mumbled.

"I noticed that. Don't think to much of it. She's a girl, they're hard to understand"

"I hope she's okay", I murmured and Ash patted me on the back.

"She is, she will. She has you, what else would she need?" I looked down, smiling sadly.

"Hey, are you okay?", Chrissy asked and stood next to me. Taking my hand in hers.

"What? Yeah, I am. Are you?"

"Sure" She smiled sweetly and kissed my lips. I lifted her hand, kissed it and spin her around after that so her hair would fly around her face. A bit dizzy she lend against my chest.

"You did so good", she smiled and I kissed her. "As always"

"We're going home tomorrow", I cheered. I was happy to finally be able to go back to England, without touring and so. But I was also a bit sad that tour was over, I loved every single second of it. Even though it was exhausting and we didn't get much sleep. I had Chrissy with me and got to do what I loved: making music.

"C'mon, we're going to get dinner" I grabbed her hand and intertwined our fingers. Together we went to the tour bus standing in the backstage area of the arena.

Our whole families were packed into the bus and it was way to small for us all. We talked until we arrived at the restaurant.

*

It was after midnight when we arrived at the tour bus again. Our families were sleeping at a hotel and we slept the last night in the tour bus. Chrissy was laying in my bunk next to me. I always slept on the outside, so she wouldn't fall out. Also the boys let us sleep in the lower bunks, so if I fell out, I wouldn't fall that hard.

I felt Chrissy nuzzling her head in my neck. "I love you so much", she whispered and I kissed the top of her head.

"I love you more" And with that I fell asleep for the last time in this bus for ages.

The boys woke me up at nine in the morning by ringing some clock directly next to my ear. I was so surprised I hit my head on the bunk.

"Shit, guys, what the hell is wrong with you?", I said and held my head.

"Chrissy's idea", Michael said and Chrissy began laughing.

"Oh god, I hate you for that"

"Nah, you don't, you love me", she smiled and kissed my cheek.

"To. Much. Cheesiness.", Michael said and we burst out laughing.

"We're going home", Luke cheered and danced a stupid dance.

"At first, we're flying to England", I said.

"The boys are coming with us?", Chrissy asked.

"Yeah, they're staying at my house", I replied.

"Your mum is going to be so happy about it", she laughed.

"You're staying there too? Aren't you?"

"Cal, we live a street away from each other. You can visit anytime and my mum will be happy to finally have me back"

"So you don't wanna live with me?"

"I do, but my mum misses me, I've been away for nearly a year. I'm sorry Cal, I love you, but your mum wouldn't want it either. Doesn't she has enough going on with the other guys?" I didn't replay to that, I just bit my lip and looked down.

"We have to go", Ash said and I took Chrissy's hand, leading her out of the bus.

"Do you have everything?", I asked her and she nodded. I took both our suitcases in my hands and saw that we were at the airport. We waved to the fans standing there, waiting for us and took a few pictures while Chrissy was standing awkwardly in the background.

"We have to go now", Michael screamed.

"We have to get our flight", I added and waved one last time before entering the airport.

The flight was way to long and way to boring and when we landed I was completely exhausted.

"I just wanna go home and sleep", I groaned and pulled my beanie deeper into my face.

"My mum's waiting, I love you", Chrissy said and kissed me before taking her luggage and going to her mums car. I sighed and went with the boys to my mums car to drive to my home.

Chrissy and I have been stuck together for nearly one year, always being next to each other and now she was going away from me. Ash patted my back.

(Chapter seventeen is here, I hope you like it. Please comment and vote and spread the world. It would mean so much to me. Get this story famous if you like it! That'd be cool! Thanks by the way for 239 reads and 39 votes. I love you guys :*

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