" We get older by the hour
Watch the changes from afar "
Chrissy was at the doctor while I was home with the guys practising. I couldn't really concentrate to be honest. All I did was think about Chrissy. I wish I could've went with her, but we really had to practice.
After practicing she was still not home and I began to get worried. Until I got a message from her.
It will take a bit longer I'm so sorry. I love you. Go out with the boys, I'll be home this evening to tell you everything xx
Okay, I'm worried about you, stay safe, see you this evening, love you xx
I put my phone onto the bed and got up to go to the boys. We decided it would be fun to go to a bar and spend some quality time as friends.
We had a real fun time, and I nearly forgot to worry about Chrissy. Maybe we had a few beers to much and when we got home it was completely dark outside.
"Chrissy", I slurred when I saw her and gave her a kiss.
"You taste like beer", she said and scrunched up her nose in disgust.
"How was the doctor ?", I asked.
"I'll tell you when you're sober", she answered and pecked my lips. "Go to bed" I nodded and followed her into the bedroom. We got ready for bed and then we cuddled up together.
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When I woke up I had a horrible headache and Chrissy wasn't next to me. I stood up even though I just wanted to lay down in bed and sleep again. As I wandered through the house I thought about yesterday. Everything was still clear. How we went to the bar and Chrissy to the doctor. How when I came home Chrissy refused to tell me what happened and we just went to bed afterwards.
I was to distracted thinking about yesterday I nearly ran into Chrissy.
"I'm sorry" She didn't answer, she just hugged me really tight and buried her face in my chest. "What's up, honey?"
"Let's go to our bedroom, okay? I'll tell you", she said, her voice trembling. We went to the bedroom and she sat down next to me, her fingers interlocked with mine, looking me in the eyes.
"I am pregnant-"
"But that is perfect, we're gonna be parents and -" But she interrupted me.
"The risk of a miscarriage is very high and I don't know if we could take that. I mean losing a child -" , she whispered.
"Hey, you have to see it positive. We are getting a child.", I cheered and grabbed her face in both hands, kissing her. She giggled and I sighed, relived that she was giggling again. "I love you, both of you" She giggled as I kissed her belly button and traced upwards, blowing warm air on her stomach.
We were getting a baby. Like a real baby! Are we even ready for this? I can't even take care of a plant, unless a living human being that can't take care of itself. But I pushed my worries in the back of my mind and pressed my lips on the ones of my beautiful girlfriend.
"I love you", I said and caressed her cheek.
"I love you more", she whispered and I was caught by her brown eyes.
"Nope, not possible", I laughed and kissed her. She laughed and with just that all my worries were pushed aside. All I could think about what this beautiful, troubled, mysterious girl in front of my that I somehow managed to make mine.
"Let's get you something to eat, okay?" She nodded and together we went into the kitchen, making breakfast as eating it together. I saw that her frown was now replaced by a smile which made me unbelievable happy.
"What's up here?", asked a completely hungover Michael as he got into the kitchen to get some painkillers.
"Nothing, is being happy a crime?", I asked back with a smirk on my face.
"When it's before lunch, yes", Michael groaned. He swallowed the painkillers and sat down on the chair next to us.
"A bit to much yesterday?", Chrissy asked and winked at Michael.
"Mmh", he groaned and hid his face in his arms which were laying on the table.
"Do you need anything?", I asked Chrissy after Michael disappeared again.
"I do have to go to the pharmacy today and get some things"
"Then let us go", I said, took her hand and went up to get changed and drive to the pharmacy.
We needed roughly an hour and when we came back we watched a film with the other boys, who were all totally hungover. Chrissy's head rested on my shoulder and I noticed that she was ... Happy. It was these small moments of peace that made us happy. Not the money we have or how many likes a picture of you gets. Happiness cannot be made like this.
I kissed the top of her head and saw her smiling up to me. This was making me happy.
Ash was looking over to us and smirked. I shook my head lightly, silently laughing. It was not even lunchtime but Chrissy was fast asleep when the movie ended. I couldn't get myself to wake her so I let her sleep on the sofa while we attempted to cook something. Just to be said : we didn't burn the house down, and the food was not poisoned.
I woke Chrissy up and she smiled when she smelled the food.
"Can I eat that?", she asked, laughing.
"We didn't poison it if you mean that", Luke laughed and we started eating.
"I think I will have you guys cooking more often"
We shook our heads and all burst out into laughter.
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Acak"Wish I could somehow go back in time and maybe listen to my own advice" {English}
