She Felt Like Home

I heard...

I heard you found someone to keep your bed warm

And your heart cold,

Because you can't love someone

When all you do is lie to them

I heard you never spoke of what you did to me

To save face

And create a new identity

So you could move on like nothing happened 

I heard you drink to forget me

And do all the things I've grown to love

Maybe hoping to see me one day

To mess with my head (don't worry I won't let you)

I heard you're not the person I knew anymore,

And I wonder if I ever even knew you in the first place

Or if it was all an act

And you managed to convince even yourself 

I heard you're a colossal mess

And you can't pick up your scattered pieces

So you use those you deceive

Just to fill in the gaps that they don't quite fit (but it's good enough for you)

I heard you miss me

But no one had to tell me that,

I just know