When I Was Younger

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When I was 3 years old the world was my playground

The birds and the sound of wind flowing through my  hair was my lullaby

When I was 9 the world was my teacher

The friends that I made the joy on my face the world was a gentle guide a calming place

When I was 13 years old the world was my bed

I was calm in between my sweet dreams and horrible fantasies swinging side to side like a seesaw

Now I'm 15 the world is my battleground

The playground no longer has  a swing or the luxury of childhood innocence

The teacher no longer gently guides me
 

The friends slowly slip through my hands like loose sand

The comfort of my sleep no longer masks the broken world I was born in

The battleground in my head has no place for a victor

The story has no happy ending only now can I see the mirror of lies that fooled me

Reflecting the rays of the sun and the joy that the naive little girl held
On to

While behind the smile  one flawed girl stands behind the mirror invisible 

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