When I was 3 years old the world was my playground
                              The birds and the sound of wind flowing through my  hair was my lullaby
                              When I was 9 the world was my teacher
                              The friends that I made the joy on my face the world was a gentle guide a calming place
                              When I was 13 years old the world was my bed
                              I was calm in between my sweet dreams and horrible fantasies swinging side to side like a seesaw
                              Now I'm 15 the world is my battleground
                              The playground no longer has  a swing or the luxury of childhood innocence
                              The teacher no longer gently guides me
 
                              The friends slowly slip through my hands like loose sand
                              The comfort of my sleep no longer masks the broken world I was born in
                              The battleground in my head has no place for a victor
                              The story has no happy ending only now can I see the mirror of lies that fooled me
                              Reflecting the rays of the sun and the joy that the naive little girl held
On to
                              While behind the smile  one flawed girl stands behind the mirror invisible 
                                      
                                          
                                   
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Moonlight ( A collection of poems)
PoetryMy collection of recent poetry and older poems as well. Updated sporadically :) Contains mature topics
 
                                               
                                                  