i have a lot of love in my heart.
sometimes it just sits in the background as a casual bystander, and sometimes it's screaming to be felt and expressed. it has to be felt in all of its glory.
my affection isn't always meant to be aggressive, but sometimes it pushes me too far. it's suffocatingly present, and it forces me to broadcast that energy to other people.
they get annoyed because i need to constantly be touching them. their knees, their shoulders, their hands, their thighs, their stomachs, and their necks.
it scares me because the love in my heart and the thoughts in my head fight all of the time. it's a constant battle of feeling love and the thought that i don't deserve to. the love must be felt, and it must be expressed to others but it gets twisted in my mind and becomes something more violent.
i don't want to hurt people, but sometimes the love is too aggressive. sometimes too forceful. people don't want it. i don't want it.
i don't want the love in my heart to express the dangers of my mind, but how do i stop it?
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exhale
Poetry"can i exhale for a minute? can i get this out in the open?" a collection of feelings molded into mediocre poems
