exhale

think of me

i wonder if you think of me.

we haven't spoken it what feels like eternity, and i miss you so much. i miss our late nights together. i miss fighting with you.

i have no way of knowing how you are anymore. there's this giant wall blocking us from seeing anything of each other.

i can't help but lie awake at night wondering if you ever even think of me. do you miss me? do you regret wasting your time with me? would you have done anything differently?

i think of you all the time.

i can't help it, but i wish i could. you've caused me so much pain, but you also made me happier than anyone.

it's taking everything in me not to reach out to you. i know it'll only make things worse.

i just wish i could stop thinking of you.