exhale

remember

i wonder if you remember.

i wonder if you remember all of the good times like i do.

i remember the feeling of my hand in yours and how we'd twiddle our thumbs together. i remember how perfectly i fit in your arms except when i was too tall because of my decision to wear heels. i remember our lips exchanging kisses and laughter as if they were the air we breathed.

i wonder if you remember all of the little things like i do.

i remember the sweet messages you used to send. i remember the shirt you were wearing when i first realized i liked you. i remember how grey your eyes were when i saw you cry for the first time. i remember the first time you said you loved me in person.

i wonder if you remember everything like i do or did you forget all of it?

do you remember singing to me with my arms around your neck? do you remember the struggle of finding a comfortable position for the two of us on the bus? do you remember our first kiss? do you remember falling asleep on the phone? do you remember the text i sent you the morning after a night i'll never forget for multiple reasons? do you remember the songs we shared?

i wonder if you remember it the way i do. i hope you remember, but maybe it would be easier if you didn't.

do you?