exhale

blind

i can't see very well.

images far away blur into nothing but colors and movement. when the sun is out, my eyes stop working almost entirely.

i can't see other things either.

apparently i can't see when i'm in a bad place. i can't see that i'm hurting. even when people lay all the problems out in front of me, my eyes can't focus on them. i can't see any of it.

maybe they just made things up. maybe their minds are playing tricks on them because i don't see anything.

distant figures are a blur, but i still see them in a way. the sun's light is nearly blinding, but not entirely.

i can still see a little.

but with this? i see absolute nothingness. there's no color, silhouette, or shadow.

nothing is there.