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heart tantrum

my heart hurts.

sometimes my heart beats a little too harshly. it screams to be hard and pounds to be felt.

i can't speak and i can hardly move. it feels as if i'm being held down by my heart's tantrum. my throat closes up and my eyes let tears flow.

there's no reason for my heart's aggression. it's just a normal day.

i can't tell anyone about it.

the only people i talk to every day are the boy that cares too much and the boy that cares too little.

one would tell me to shrug it off while the other may blame the pills and push me to get help.

i can't do either.

even when my heart's stops it's little fit, my chest is left with an ache i can't quell.

my heart hurts.