In love // GD

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I know I said figi trip was gonna be in two weeks... but uh scratch that :)

It's been a month since everything has
happened with James. Life is good though. He is kind of back on track. Lost a bunch but he is posting again. Me and Grayson are extremely happy honestly. Him and Ethan basically live in my apartment with me. My days include soul cycle in the morning with Emma, Olivia, and Amanda, then I go either to meetings, the recording studio, or sometimes interviews. Then after I spend the rest of the day with Grayson and Ethan. I have also gotten extremely close with Bryant so he's always with us 3 as well. I have noticed Emma and Ethan haven't been hanging out as much. They have both been dealing with a lot of separate personal stuff with work and mental health stuff and I think it's taking a toll on their relationship.  Other then that, I release another single and it blew up. It was called would I (would I by Maggie lindemann). I got a lot of interviews and deals after that. It's currently a Monday morning. And I'm doing the same old routine. I got up at 8 to go to soul cycle, put on my blue set active set and went to make Grayson, Bryant, Ethan, and I breakfast. Bryant slept over last time so we could hear tame impalas new song patience. I made the boys pancakes and I had a protein shake since I had to leave for the gym soon.
"Gray wake up love" I said straddling his back and rested my head right in the crook of his neck. He hummed.
"I made pancakes" I said sitting up. He turned his head around and looked at me excited.
"I have the best girlfriend." He said with his eyes still closed.
"I know. Now get up and get Bryant and your brother." I got up and walked into the dinning room. Soon enough they all walked out.
"Smells Great Mia. Thank you" Bryant said sitting down and grabbing food.
"and this is why I don't leave this place." Ethan said hugging me before sitting down. We all sat and talked for a little bit.
"Ok guys I got to go to soul cycle. I'll be back but then I have a quick meeting. You guys got any plans?" I asked
"Me and E got to film today. So come to our house tonight." Grayson replied and I nodded.
"I'm going to shoot with Alexis today. I probably won't see you guys tonight but maybe tomorrow." Bryant said
"Ooh have fun. Tell Alexis I said hi." He nodded and with that I left.
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I got to Emma's apartment to bring her to soul cycle. She got in the car and seemed out of it.
"Hey love, are you good?" She looked at me with such sadness in her eyes.
"Ethan called me and said he wanted to talk tonight. I know what he's gonna say. Mia we haven't hung out in so long but at the same time I don't want to loose him." She said with multiple cracks in her voice. I immediately brought her into a hug and felt her softly sobbing into my shoulder.
"Emma I'm so sorry. I think in the long run this will be good for both of you. No doubt in my mind that if he does it will just be a break." I said. She looked at me and nodded.
"Yeah. We both need to focus on ourselves, it's just hard to accept that. I'm going over there tonight though."
"I'll be there so if you need me after we can take a ride around the city or whatever you want." I said. She smiled and nodded
"Ok let's go get fit!" She shouted and I laughed.
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"Oh my god I look like a tomato" I said looking in the mirror after our cycling class. We took our annual mirror selfie and chatted for a bit. I talked to Emma again before I left and went back home.
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"Hey I'm back!" I shouted to whoever was still in my house.
"Hey, gray just left to go grab almond milk cause we used all yours." Ethan said walking into the living room.
"Oh nice." I could tell ethan wanted to talk to me but didn't know how to start the convocation.
"What's up?" I said looking at him with my eyebrows raised.
"Can I rant to you for a second?" He said looking down.
"Of course you can E" we sat on the couch and he took a deep breath.
"I'm gonna tell Emma we should take a break tonight. It's like we aren't even in a relationship anymore. When we FaceTime it's not the same, we have nothing to talk about even though so much is happening. I do really like her but I feel like we need time for ourselves. I just really don't want to hurt her." He sighed and looked up at me.
"I agree. I think you guys need to figure yourself out before you can focus on someone else. I will always support whatever you choose to do. You never know, you could always get back together in the future." I said and he nodded.
"I just don't want her to hate me. Or put you and Bryant in a weird place."
"I already go back and forth so I don't think anything will change there. It's gonna be ok though. It's gonna benefit you guys." I smiled at him and he smiled back.
"Thanks Mia you are literally the best person to rant to. Best soon to be sister-in-law ever." We both laughed.
"Right soon to be"
"Oh 100%."
Grayson walked in with grocery bags.
"Oh hey Mi" He said placing the bags on the counter and walked over to me. He kissed the top of my head and went back to put the food away.
"Didn't you go to get almond milk?" Ethan asked laughing
"Yeah but we did like kinda eat everything so I feel like the best we could do is replenish her pantry" Gray said shrugging.
"I'm not complaining. I got to go get ready for my meeting though. I'll see you guys at your place"

Sorry ethma lovers....