In love // GD

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Once I got home I changed and texted Grayson
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You: Hey can you come over?
Gray❤️: of course. Everything ok?
You: yeah I just need to talk to you.
Gray❤️: ok I'll be there in 10. I love you
You: I love you too. Drive safe
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My heart was racing. I have no clue how he is going to take this. I sat on the couch and waiting for him to come

10 minutes later there was a knock on the door. I jumped up and went to open it.
"Hi baby" he greeted me with a hug and came inside.
"What's wrong?" He asked. I looked down and twiddled my thumbs. I gestured to the couch and we both sat down. He grabbed my hands and held them in his caressing Over my skin with his thumb
"Shawn tried to kiss me today. I pulled away though." I said still looking down. He stopped caressing my hand and shifted his body so he wasn't turned towards me.
"Why would he think that was ok?" He asked.
"I don't know." I replied.
"Did you flirt with him?" He asked with anger laced in his voice.
"I don't know. I don't think so." I answered honestly. He put his head in his hands.
"I knew this was gonna happen" he mumbled under his breathe. I looked at him confused.
"Gray I didn't kiss him though. I left immediately after." I tried to touch his shoulder but he moved away.
"I'm gonna go." He said getting up.
"Wait no grayson" I stood up. Tears were brimming in my eyes.
"Mia we should take a break." He said not looking me in the eyes.
"W-What?" My voice cracked. I was trying my hardest to not just breakdown and cry.
"Gray no please can we please just talk about this." I said grabbing his arm and turning him so he would look at me.
"There's nothing to talk about. I just need some time to think." He said
"Think about what? Why are you just going to walk away? We both know what a break means Grayson." Anger grew in my voice. He was completely giving up.
"Does this relationship mean nothing to you? Every I love you, every time we planned our fucking future together, did that mean nothing to you" tears were streaming down my face. He said nothing.
"Just go Grayson." I said softly. He looked up. His eyes were glossed over. He turned around and walked out. Once he closed the door I dropped to the ground and just cried. I can't loose him. I can't