31 days in MAY

First

First time,
Crawl,
Walk,
Talk,

First I Want Your Love

I trust what you've done,
I don't need to run,
Your hug is enough;

The first live performance has just begun,
Playing the guitar,
On stage with my friend on drums
First crowd,

First night out,
Drunk but not mentally scared,
So much;

Peer pressure for better,
"Go ask her/him out",
"You can't be sad if you're with us",
"Don't worry you have our trust";

Going on a date,
Out late,
No hate;

Meeting new people,
Has a bad "we'll never meet again",
Please use no good-bye,
See you again,
Maybe someday;

First love,
Break up,
No trust,
World looks different,
And so do new friends;

Every moment had it's poison,
Loud voice,
That Only I can hear,
The cheer,
"Play hard we can win";

"No giving up",
But I guess I lost me,
I try my best,
Don't worry,
Not losing a competition,
But Guess I live in those memories;

Quick slip through,
But I forget the time too,
Can't focus on how's,
When I've been living in the past;

Best friends;
But parting ways,

Family dinners;
For me now Don't exist,

Teaching forgotten;
Friends smiles were nostalgic,

Reality really gets excited,
Until I wanna exist,
Expecting what has happened to repeat and not escape;

Don't want to end same;

Living in the past can't fill my presence now

~V