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"I didn't not expect this
I've been waiting to confess to you since 3 weeks"

What do I do now, what do I say?
Was there a reason from the beginning?
Why wasn't I ready for something like this to happen?

Something I'm not ready to accept

Looks like I got denied that day

But then here I'm again

"What did you just say,
I told you everything why don't you get it?"

Stop misguiding me,
I worked hard please don't tear my space,
I'll increase my pace,
Don't switch my place,
I like what I do so don't change me please,

"Oh thought you're rich, and hence didn't care"

Uh no I mean you just look like that,
No! You don't look that bad,
No, need to change!
You're what was missing here,
Though I didn't expect you to donate!

"Thought you loved me"

I know I expected high,
A bet,
To bit,
Risk at stake;

Felt the connection,
And now it's on charging,
I doubt the trust,
That's broken,
Was it you was it them,
Or was it someone else that wasn't mentioned?

Is it you and me?

Best-friends,
With friends,
For decades,
Seek wins,
Loss, Tried tears,
Woken up by fears,

Together yet alone?
Lost with you yet found

~V

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