Jikook: Only When We're Drunk

3: So show me, I'll show you. Wait actually don't show me.

Little did he know how much his choice would impact the future.

Jungkook walked to the Bighit apartments in the dark, and unsupervised. He was lucky Bts wasn't very popular yet. Otherwise, saesangs could have easily snatched him.

Jungkook was laying in his bed, unwinding from the fanmeet Bts attended earlier that day. He enjoyed his time of relaxation at night in his small dorm room. Moonlight spilled through the window as he wondered if he should sleep or do something else.

His guilt from leaving the restaurant prevented his sleeping idea. He decided it was a good time to watch something. He was going to watch anime but the site was sketchy and he accidentally clicked an ad...

Right away a very mature anime started playing; hentai. Jungkook was startled but couldn't pull his eyes away. This was the first time he'd seen a video like this. His heart rate increased and breath heightened as he continued to see the sexual content.

As he watched, he wondered if any of his hyungs have seen anything like that. There's no way, he thought, being the innocent boy he was. Well... maybe Jin-hyung, since he's the oldest..and maybe Rap Monster...

He reluctantly played another video, this time of a boy touching himself. Jungkook gulped and felt strange because he'd never done that before. Until now.

Jungkook followed the steps of the video; he slowly slid a hand underneath his pants, feeling his length through the thin fabric of his boxers. He gently rubbed up and down, making his breath hitch until he felt the need for more. Thus he reached under his boxers and felt his smooth skin. He stroked himself and heat began to consume his body. His pulsing erection started to grow more and he couldn't help but throw his head back and let out a few soft moans. Soon pressure was building and he knew something was coming.

"Jungkookie!" Jungkook could audibly hear from outside the door. The voice sounded like Jimin. Jungkook swiftly removed his hand from under his clothes and tried to regain his breath. "Kookoo, I'm coming in," Jimin said cutely as he opened the door.

Goddamn, I should've locked the door. Jungkook thought in anger.

"Hey Jimin-hyung um what are you doing back so early--"

"Jungkook?" Jimin asked as he stepped closer to the boy on the bed, seeming to be suspecting something.

"Y-yeah? What?!"

Jimin smiled, shaking his head laughing. "Nothing," he gregariously responded, deciding to tease the maknae.

"Whaaat??!" Jungkook whined.
Jimin burst out into a huge fit of laughter, clutching his stomach with one hand, and the other covering his mouth. And Jungkook just sat there dumbfounded.

"Jungkook-ah you realize your phone is still on right?" Jimin said between laughs.
Jungkook looked down at his phone laying on the bed. He forgot to turn it off or even exit the video because of how quickly Jimin entered the room.

The maknae quickly turned it off and the reddest blush formed on his face. Now he completely forgot about asking Jimin the question he had at Votre Destin.

Jimin lightly grabbed one of Jungkook's shoulders and said, "It's ok Jungkook. I've seen way worse."

"YOU HAVE?!" Jungkook shockingly bursted out. He knew Jimin was two years older than him and definitely no saint because of the way he behaves but he thought porn was illegal or something.

"Yeah Jungkook, I'm not five years old!" Jimin stated.

The younger boy's blush deepened and he looked at the floor as he asked, "S-so you were six when-"

Jimin cut him off with a loud laugh. "Nooo! I was just exaggerating, calm down Kookie. I didn't watch that as a six-year-old." He sat down next to Jungkook and unlocked his phone, already knowing the younger's password.

"How did you know my-"

"I have my ways," Jimin said with a wink. "Now, let's continue that video."
Jungkook choked. "W-what??"
"Was this your first time watching porn, Kookoo?"Jimin asked.
Jungkook didn't bother lying. "Yes.."

"Aww our Jungkookie is growing up already!" Jimin said slinging an arm around Jungkook's shoulders. "Sorry I interrupted you. It must have been fun until I barged in here hehe~ Oh well, let's just watch it together! Let me show you the best ones!"

"Mm.. o-okay," Jungkook hesitantly spoke. He knew that when Jimin got excited there was no way to stop him.

Jimin played a video of a girl teasing a virgin boy as they shared the earbuds to hear the characters' moaning. Somehow Jungkook was getting even more turned on by watching it with someone else... even with someone like Jimin. Jungkook had to breath with his mouth slightly open, taking long breaths. And he was struggling not to touch himself.

Jimin turned his head to see Jungkook's reaction and he noticed this right away. The older smirked and looked back at the video, unphased because of how many dirty videos he's seen over the years.

"You should see real porn Kookie, it's much better."
"Jimin!! Stop I'm new to this!"
"Ah fine, maybe next time," Jimin said with a pout.
"Next time?!" Jungkook practically yelled.

Jimin giggled and said, "Yeah, come on Kookoo, it'll be fun. I'll show you the best videos, any genre you want." Jungkook took a moment to process this. He couldn't help but feel that watching erotic videos together was extremely weird.

Jungkook slightly changed the topic by asking, "What do you mean by genre? There's different genres?"

"Duhh there's so many, Kookie. You have a lot to learn. There's Asian, Western, amateur, lesbian, gay..." He paused, seeing that the maknae felt uncomfortable. "The point is, there's a lot. And well... Jungkook, are you okay?" Jimin asked.

"Uh... I don't know hyung, isn't it weird to watch this with other people?" Jungkook asked.

"Ah you worry too much Kook-ah. It's more exciting this way," the older boy responded. Jungkook didn't doubt that but he still felt strange about it. Especially with him.

"I don't know Jimin, I think this is something I should watch on my own..."

"I--okay Jungkookie. Just let me know if you change your mind," Jimin said, slightly disappointed.

Whoa what??!!!!! Jimin actually listened to me for once??!!!! That's new!! Jungkook thought, practically screaming in his own mind.

"Jungkook-ah..." Jimin's face turned serious for once, almost depressed. "...You really scared us and the staff tonight. Did you know that?"

"N-no hyung..."

Jimin nodded slowly, his hands squeezing the sheets beside his thighs. He was staring at the floor as he continued, "Well you did Jungkook. You could've got hurt out there all by yourself." On the inside Jimin really cared for the maknae. His hormones and teasing nature just get the better of him sometimes. Okay maybe more than sometimes but you get the point.

"Then how come no staff ran after me or—"

Jimin cut him off. "We did Jungkook. Hitman Bang and I followed you to make sure you get here safe. We just didn't want to upset you..."

Jimin's face was genuinely sad. An expression Jungkook rarely saw from him. He was truly shocked.

"Jimin-hyung... I'm sorry..." Jungkook slowly reached his arm out, about to embrace the sad boy sitting next to him. He knew Jimin would never turn down a hug from him.

Except Jimin stood up before he could hug him. "No Jungkook, I'm sorry. I'm sorry that you hate me so much." He slammed the door, leaving Jungkook alone and full of guilt.