Jikook: Only When We're Drunk

18: But I Still Want You

"Yoongi... I'm sorry but... we're done." Jhope said.

Yoongi paused, confused. "Excuse me are you breaking up with me right now?"

"I didn't know you were... like this..." Jhope said. "I didn't even know you had those things!" Jhope yelled. "Maybe we should've never dated. I guess I really didn't even know you..." Jhope said calmer.

Suga started tearing up. "No, you do know me Jhope. One side of me doesn't define me..."

"I'm sorry Yoongi... but I can't be that that side of yours. Even if you normally don't show it, I can't see you the same way I did before..."

Suga was crying. He threw on his clothes and ran out of the room, leaving Jhope tied up.

"YOONGI!! Wait untie me at least!!!!" Jhope yelled but of course Suga couldn't hear from outside the soundproof walls.

Yoongi bursted into Jin's room, not thinking because he obviously couldn't tell him that he and Jhope had a thing... and just broke up...

Jin woke up fast since he's a light sleeper. "Oh my god! Yoongi what happened? Who do I have to punch?" He was kidding when he asked that last question but it just hurt Yoongi even more.

"You don't... have to punch anyone." Yoongi sofly said as he sniffled and cried. "I— I just am having another existential crisis..." Yoongi lied.

Jin hugged the younger. "Shhh Yoongi, it's going to be okay," he said as he rubbed Suga's back.

Yoongi couldn't stop sniffling but still asked, "Can I please sleep with you tonight?"

"Of course Yoongi, just don't growl at me if I have to wake you up in the morning." Jin said with his window wiper laugh, trying to light the mood.

"Fine whatever. Actually no promises..." Yoongi grumbled.

With that, they went under the covers and fell fast asleep.

For a couple hours the two slept soundly. Then Yoongi woke up. He remembered that he had to do something important. Oh my god oh my god Jhope. He broke up with me... He started crying again. And he is still TIED UP IN MY ROOM. SHIT I can't have anyone find him like that! The door is unlocked too... I'VE GOTTA BRING HIM TO HIS ROOM NOW. But... this is going to be awkward.

Yoongi carefully snuck out of Jin's room and made it down the dark hall
to the door of his room.

He took one last deep breath, trying to be strong. Jhope is going to be so mad with me. I don't know what to fucking do. What if he hurts me? Fuck it. I could sue his ass. He opened the door.

Jhope was snoring and sleeping despite being tied to the bedframe. But now Suga had a new worry: How the frick am I going to carry that piece of shit?! Deep down he knew he still loved Jhope. But there was nothing else he could feel at the moment than sadness and anger and regret.

Yoongi had an angry face but tears were there too as he went to the left side of the bed to untie one of his wrists.

As he untied the left wrist he thought, You bastard! How could you break up with me just because I have a kinky side!
As he untied the left ankle he thought, I can't believe you!
As he untied the right ankle, You're name is Jhope, why can't you see the hope in our future? We had something...
As he untied the right wrist, I still... love you...

Yoongi had nothing else to lose so while Jhope still slept, he crawled on top of him and kissed his heart-shaped lips one last time.

Jhope woke up. "Yoongi..." he whispered. "Thanks for untying me but... I'm sorry... we can't get back together..."

Yoongi nodded and got up off of him. He looked at the corner of the room and responded, "I know. I just wanted a goodbye kiss..."

Hobi adored Yoongi's cute side like that. But he couldn't get the other side of Yoongi out of his brain.

"Do you need help to your room?" Yoongi asked, knowing the pain of not being able to walk properly after bottom sex.

"No." Jhope said as he threw his clothes on.

"Ok..."

Jhope started walking to his room that was connected with Jimin's room, and noticed Yoongi walking to someone else's room.

"Where are you going?..." Jhope asked.

"Back to Jin's. None of your business where I'm going now anyway." Yoongi bitterly stated.

Hobi didn't answer because he knew Yoongi was right. But it still hurt. They were both extremely hurt by each other.

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Jhope walked into Jimin's room. There were clothes thrown around the room, a musty scent...And in Jimin's bed was a shirtless Jungkook hugging a shirtless Jimin... And a random lamp shade on the floor.