Am I cold?
Thinking no one would want to be here, beside me, thinking they want to integrate me in conversations out of pity for the outcast, thinking I am alone...
... did I really not notice anything at all?
The people conversing with others loudly to finally be able to catch my attention, provocate me almost to get me out of my shell of silence....
...did I really not notice anything at all?
They say I'm cold. They say I don't want to talk to them.
Heck no.
A moment ago it was the other way around.
Did I not notice anything at all?
What a fool.
Thinking I was lonely, I made myself lonely. I am not even reacting to provocations anymore.
What a fool.
You can't connect if you don't communicate with people.
What a fool.
Now so pitiful and disgusting.
What a fool.
What a fool.
What a fool I am.
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Документальная прозаThis will contain thoughts of mine (duh...). The languages can differ from turkish, english and german and korean. Warning: If you don't like depressive thoughts, then some parts of this book will bore you/ annoy you. I'm not saying that every part...
