Chungha (Soloist) x Male Reader
Angst
(A/n: Y/g/n is Your Group Name)
Chungha's POV
Found you when your heart was broke
I filled your cup until it overflowed
Took it so far to keep you close (Keep you close)
I was afraid to leave you on your own
I met this guy about two years ago, his name was Y/n. His group had just debuted and they were good.
I got to know him; I discovered that his girlfriend left him because she thought his dream of becoming an idol was far fetched.
I took a liking to him, I helped him with certain things. Eventually, we started dating. I worried when he was alone considering he had thoughts of self harming but I trusted his group to help him.
I said I'd catch you if you fall
And if they laugh, then fuck 'em all (All)
And then I got you off your knees
Put you right back on your feet
Just so you can take advantage of me
I started to really fall for him in the first few months of knowing him. We became a couple after six months of getting to know each other better.
Then, when I thought things were good, Y/n started going rogue. Like he had used me.
Tell me how's it feel sittin' up there
Feeling so high but too far away to hold me
You know I'm the one who put you up there
Name in the sky
Does it ever get lonely?
Thinking you could live without me
Thinking you could live without me
After a one year of dating, his fame grew. Y/n started to drift away from me more, making me feel hopeless.
I gave him all of my time but he never gave me his time. The fame came from when I came back with Roller Coaster.
Baby, I'm the one who put you up there
I don't know why (yeah, I don't know why)
Thinking you could live without me
Live without me
Baby, I'm the one who put you up there
I don't know why (I don't know why, yeah yeah)
Granted it's been almost eight months since anyone had heard from his group. I didn't care though, Y/n could fall off the face of the Earth and I wouldn't care.
I haven't even been in contact with his group.
Gave love 'bout a hundred tries (hundred tries)
Just running from the demons in your mind
Then I took yours and made 'em mine (made 'em mine)
I didn't notice 'cause my love was blind
I didn't realize how Y/n started to take things of his then put them on my shoulders. Like his problems all of the sudden became mine.
God how I hated him for making me fall in love with him.
Said I'd catch you if you fall (fall)
And if they laugh, then fuck 'em all (all)
And then I got you off your knees
Put you right back on your feet
Just so you can take advantage of me
I just wanted to love and be loved in our relationship. It all was a one sided relationship in the end.
Nayoung and Sohye tried to make me change my mind, like they knew something I didn't but I believed that my opinion was right; Y/n used me.
Tell me how's it feel sittin' up there
Feeling so high but too far away to hold me
You know I'm the one who put you up there
Name in the sky
Does it ever get lonely?
Thinking you could live without me
Thinking you could live without me
