Lua (Weki Meki) x Male Reader
Angst
Y/n's POV
How is it that every time someone hurts me, you're always there? I always crawl back to you like you can help but you don't.
"Lua," I called. "You wanna go out? It's our anniversary."
"No thanks," she looked at her phone happily. "I have plans with Sanha."
"But you sai-," I was cut off.
"I said no!" She stood up from the couch. "What do you not understand about that word?!"
"I-I'm sorry," I mumbled.
The hurt you put me through is like walking through a ring of fire.
"I'm leaving," she took her car keys then left.
I sighed and back slid against the wall. I plopped on the floor before sighing loudly.
"Can't we go one day without mentioning Sanha?" I asked. "Like seriously."
If I could take back ever meeting you I would. It might save my heart from the heart break you've caused me these past four years.
I heard the door open making me smile. I looked to see Lua and Sanha making out fiercely. My eyes started to water.
I watched as they went upstairs and I heard a door slam. I turned off the oven and pulled out the food.
"Happy anniversary," I said sarcastically. "You said you wanted to celebrate our six months......again. But you weren't here."
I slammed my fist into the counter before leaving the house. My mind was clouded making my senses and everything else unusable.
You act all bad and tough yet your so soft. I liked seeing that side of you; you were so caring and kind.
"I hate myself!" I screamed as I stood on a cliff. "I fucking hate myself!"
I chucked a beer can into the abyss. I heard the clinks of it hitting the rocks. My feet kicked little pebbles around as the sun rose.
"Another day and I'm still fucking alive and feeling like shit!" I yelled as I got another beer.
I chugged it then threw the can into the abyss. I laughed before walking to the deep hole. My feet stopped in front of it before I looked down.
"Hwang Y/n!" I looked behind me to see Jiwon.
"Aye," I laughed and pointed at her. "Sup girl!"
"Jesus you're really drunk," she held my waist. "I don't think what you're looking for is down there."
"And how would you know what I'm looking for?" I slurred making Jiwon pinch her nose.
"You are looking for someone who loves you just as much as you love them," I stared at her.
I wish I could find someone nice, who cares about me like I care about them. I want them to love me and I'll love them more.
But most of all, they can't be like Lua.
I stared into Jiwon's eyes before pressing my lips to her's. She flinched and pushed me away quickly.
"What are you doing?!" She scolded me quietly.
"I thought tha-," she cut me off.
"That's where you always get this wrong," she held me back. "You always assume and think but goddammit Y/n!"
I flinched and stepped backwards only to meet a very long fall. Jiwon screamed before everything went dark.
Lua's POV
"Mmm," I grabbed my phone. "Hello?"
"Hi this is Jisung from Seoul Central Hospital," a deep voice came through my ears. "Hwang Y/n has been involved in an accident."
My eyes shot open before I got dressed quickly. I ran out of the apartment and got into my car. I drove quickly to the hospital.
I parked my car in the parking lot before I ran in. My protective instincts were coming out as soon as I reached the reception desk.
"Where is Hwang Y/n?!" I yelled.
"Down the hall, room 330," the receptionist cowered.
I quickly ran in only to see Jiwon in the room. I walked over to them making her look up at me.
"The hell are you doing here?" She stood up.
"I could ask you the same thing," I growled.
"You made him like this," she pushed me. "Drunk, hurt, suicidal........doesn't that mean anything to you or are you too busy fucking Sanha?"
"You should talk!" I pushed her back. "You fuck around with almost all the boys from SF9!"
She slapped me making my head jerk to the side. I gasped then shoved her into the wall. My hands started to choke her.
"You played him!" I yelled at Jiwon.
"So did you!" I looked at Jiwon, Y/n's awake.
My eyes widened before I let her go. We both looked to Y/n before walking to him. I tried to hold his hand but he pulled away.
"Don't," he looked away. "I'm done, with the both of you."
My heart strained but I grabbed his arm. He looked to me with hurt eyes.
"You're not leaving me," I whispered. "You won't, I won't allow it."
"That's not your choice," Y/n looked into my eyes.
Tears brimmed my eyes making them burn. I felt infuriated but I slapped him. I couldn't calm down so I kept hitting him.
"Lua!" Jiwon pulled me off him as I kept trying to hit him.
"Fuck you!" I yelled. "You fucking coward! So what I cheat on you?! You're just willing to leave?!"
He turned away with a bloody nose as I was finally pushed out of the room. Jiwon soothed my hair as I began to cry.
"Fucking idiot," I mumbled. "No wonder why he's not loved."
"Lua stop," Jiwon grabbed my hands. "He needs to be happy, won't you grant him that?"
I pushed her away from me then stormed out of the hospital. I got back in my car before driving off.
I pulled up to a bar then went in. I started drinking a lot then I went to the dance floor. I started to grind on someone.
Y/n's POV
"Y/n?" Jiwon's voice was muffled. "Are you okay?"
"H-Help," I groaned. "Please."
She ran out of the room before everything went black.
🔹Kenni🔹
