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Medicate

This will be a song fic
The song is Medicate by Gabbie Hanna
The setting is after Endgame
Anything in italics is the son

I'm unwell thanks for asking
It was his fault, he couldn't save him
Don't mind me cause I'm just passing by in this life
He walked through the halls like nothing was wrong, he gets shoved, punched
Been awhile
It feels like 5 days, but it's been 5 years
Thought you forgot but that's alright
Flash hasn't stopped his torments, even though he died for this world
How've you been? Glad to hear it
Everyone seems normal, Ned is his usual self
Just one question if you can bare it
He walks around with only one thought in his mind
Do you ever miss me too?
Did he even miss me?
I spend my days still thinking of you
Did he do it because of me?
Should I take a pill?
Peter gets reminded everyday by May, "take your pills"
To numb the pain
He smiles
Change the chemicals inside my brain
He makes jokes
I worry I won't might be the same
He gets home and takes of his mask
But I guess that that's the point
He's lying there, not asleep but tired
Can you medicate a broken heart
No matter how many he takes, it never gets better
Make your tragedies a work of art
The only thing he does anymore is Spider-Man
Medicate, a broken heart, build your walls up just to rip them apart
He has no one, he's ruined any relationships he once had
Is this the way to fix this or is this a quick fix?
He wants to take all of them but there's still one person
I really couldn't say
He doesn't feel anything once he's taken them
Can you medicate, medicate, medicate it away
He just wants to be happy
Doctor smile, kill me with kindness
His Doctor is so nice too
But don't ask about the side effects
He feels so droopy, like he'll melt any second
Swallow hard, kill sadness with science
He feels it go down his body
But the aftermath might make you sick
He's just angry, he doesn't want to lash out
Should I take a pill?
He needs them
To numb the pain
Right?
Change the chemicals inside my brain
He can't stay sad forever
I worry I won't might be the same
He'll be Peter again, definitely
But I guess that that's the point
Right?
Can you medicate a broken heart
"Make sure you take all 3"
Make your tragedies a work of art
"Don't stay in your room long"
Medicate, a broken heart, build your walls up just to rip them apart
He just wants May to shut up
Is this the way to fix this or is this a quick fix?
But hey, Liquor is quicker
I really couldn't say
She doesn't notice if he only takes a bit
Can you medicate, medicate, medicate it away
He just wants it to end

They say give yourself a break
I need to be Spider-Man so I can feel like Spider-Man
They tell me to medicate
That's all she worries about now
I don't wanna medicate
I can't do this anymore
Can you medicate a broken heart
Everyone I love dies
Make your tragedies a work of art
I needed him
Medicate, a broken heart, build your walls up just to rip them apart
They all need to stay away from me
Is this the way to fix this or is this a quick fix?
I can't tell the difference between sadness and everything else
I really couldn't say
I can't "be strong" anymore
Can you medicate, medicate, medicate it away
Mr Stark..

Medicate it away

...

"Peter make sure to take your pills before bed"