The Teenager Mind

chapter 11

Like I previously said, I write down all my thoughts into memos and then I copy paste them to make a new chapter. I regionally made in chapter 11 and 12 a few weeks ago! but I  was busy with stuff, I couldn't edit it and then finally publish it. So the rest of the chapter is going to be passed me talking. Sorry not sorry?

That's right! schools over in just two weeks. technically it's over in 6 days where that consists of two weeks considering Friday I'm going on my end-of-the-year field trip and Tuesday is the last day of full School for me. then the rest of the week is full of stupid testing, not Friday, which consists of two hours Spanish test and a 2-hour social studies test.  and then, late Friday is the school dance. also known as the 8th grade farewell dance.

  a little ceremony going to 8th grade to 9th grade aka the horrible terrifying High School, if you will. I'm excited because I'm all caught up with my life in this book so I can start writing down my schedule of high school, so I can look back at the terrifying memories, but also just terrified because I don't want to experience those terrifying memories! mostly because I don't want to hurt anyone physically or mentally.

which will most likely happen, considering before I started Middle School I promise the same exact thing and I got into so many stupid arguments.

over my courses of middle school I have been in the drama portion of it I've been in it.  musicals I mean this time. at the middle school it did,  Shrek, (not liying) ,Annie and, Cinderella. And I'm going to do all the musicals in high school.

sooner later I found out that you can participate in Summer musicals.  so that's what I'm doing this summer! I'm doing 24th on Wall Street, I think it's call. I'm trying to find the musical where I can watch it and get more Intel on it. but I can't seem to find it! And for some reason my school does the junior versions of the play to make it shorter and I guess easier? So that's what I mean by I can't find the junior version of this musical anywhere.  It's also making me worried if I'm actually going to do it.  considering I'm failing two of my classes in school and if that happens I will most likely have to go to summer school! where then my mom can't get a refund for it. And my mom will kill me!

Hey it's me in the future! And I just want to say that I actually talked to my teachers and work out some things and when I went to check my grades, I'm actually passing! Ok, continue.

every single summer my mom makes me sign up for summer camp. and if I have to go to summer school instead because of me not keeping up with my grades. my mom will ground me and bury me alive. By Most of the camps no letting her get a refund. where every year at the end of the year, she always reminds me that she won't get a refund and that she will kill me if I have to go to summer school. I haven't gone to summer school yet and I'm surely going to in the high school cuz there's no way I can keep up with my grades in that terrifying place.

I've been sick for 3 days in a row now where that's not going to help me fix my grade. Spoiler alert: it 100% didn't and I panicked.

I only have four days to try to fix my grade before the end of the year where I'm quite literally screwed. heck I don't even have four days to fix my grade considering if you failed two classes on the start of June 1  you're not qualified to go on the trip. If I wasn't allowed to go on 8th grade trip, it means I have to go to summer school.

my friend said that if I get a letter in the mail then I would have to not go and get summer school,  I haven't got no mail yet, so I'm pretty sure I'm all good. but the same thing happened to my brother and quite literally on the day he was leaving they told him he couldn't go because he failed a test in one class because he got in trouble for cheating off of it.  All away in January.

It's so stupid! it made him not go on the trip that my mom had to pay $300 to go to! Niagara Falls is the trip were going on and I'm begging on my knees that I can go. not to enjoy it, but just to know that my mom won't murder me and I don't have to go to summer school. I'm starting to realize that I might not even enjoy it considering I had to get put with a random group, and every single time I put with a random group it's always people I hate. so I'm pretty sure I'm not going to enjoy my time there....

Search up boi19ikr on YouTube and watch 'my trip to Niagara Falls' video! I had such a fun time!