The Teenager Mind

chapter 15

So now after that I so many other memos stretching it on and on and on that what I did was wrong because it's labeled as wrong in our society and that's just how things go in human life.

and then it's just so crazy and how  in a million years ago, no one would have known what it meant.

it's just so crazy if you really think about it.

But then don't think about it because then you might spiral into depressing topics like I did.

So I really just want to move on from that topic not just because it made me uncomfortable talking about it and I'm admitting it. but just because on how lazy I am to update the story to the point where the next chapter I'm talking about is a complete different topic that I want to share but can't!

More than I have to finish the  old  chapter  in a way I didn't want it since it's so many months later, and then somehow all of a sudden talk about a new topic! That I just throw in your face!

very crazy but if you also write stories and forget to update them. then you too will understand this.

so to throw it all out they're so I don't have to keep continuing and to just update a chapter on something that happen.

It is July 20th, 2019. the most hottest state here where I live, it is 105°F outside and I'm about to draw some stuff.

just having a normal life where on Monday and the Monday after that and the Monday after that I'm going to be continuing going to a camp where I'm rehearsing for a musical that I'm going to be in.

Where I'm pretty sure I talked about doing summer activities in the summer and not wanting to go to summer school and panicking that if I'm going to summer school.

and really I'm not even if my grades do fail

the only reason why they would want me to go to summer school is to just make sure I don't forget my math facts because that's really the only thing I'm struggling in math class.

the only reason why it seems like I'm struggling so much is because my math facts is the base to math! you can't create something if you don't start with a base! And I can't take the credit for realizing that, my mom is the one who actually told me that the school is really only making me go to summer school because of that reason. After all it's been like all my report card since third grade...

long story short it has been a week into the musical and I got that hang out with one of my friends that my mother doesn't know about (which was really difficult considering my mom likes to know people before I make plans with) and life is so far good.

The real reason why I'm just throwing all this knowledge out you in such a short time is one like I said

I forget to update this, months and months after and then I have to finish the old topic and then quickly introduced a new topic that has recently happened to keep you updated which then I won't be able to finish and then the pattern just keeps repeating on.

but it's also because I realize that one day I could just get into a car accident and died.

and no one will know my true story....

then again I can't really ever finish the story until I'm 26 and have a house with two Huskies and a cat. The Huskies named naoksi (nan- nook-E) and the other kamoksi ( kam-nook-E) and q cat names mittens.  and a job as the creator of multiple TV shows that I've been dreaming of making my whole entire life.

Of course that will most likely not work out like that just because I jinxed myself and because life is so much more difficult than it has to be. and that things don't work out smoothly as you want it to but.

since I got my life goals out there so in case someone wants to know what my life or if I die young or younger.

they now know my happily ever goal in life!

I'm pretty sure I'm all good. so if I don't update this book in a year. just assume that I die because I most likely won't take a year to update this book. but then again I just talked about how difficult life is so I most likely jinxed myself again.

so just wait two years to be sure. and hopefully I won't update this book again with some stupid dramatic thing that happened to me. because unless it's a serious topic like that thing that happened with that guy
I'll tell you (cuz I kind of have to update this in some way) but I'll keep it brief.

Love ya! :)